It hurts that ur always thinking that i am never putting enough effort
It hurts that whenever we hit a rough patch u have doubts in this relationship.
It hurts that u could just turned ur back on me and left without a single word.
It hurts that all ur assumptions of me is always negative.
Tears kept flowing last night.Switched off my cell because i was just too broken by ur texts, mired by doubts.And to think you could easily have dismissed myself of sleeping.Where is the trust u said u have in me?
The hour nap caught at 7 brought me even more fear n tears.the dream of u leaving me with another guy jus drown my sleep with tears.
You can never imagine how serious i am about you.
I am never expressive the way u wanted me to be.
But you know i dont do regrets.
Suddenly the three words seem so hard to say now, because they i dont want to say it for the sake of saying it.
We are in this together, dont give us up.