I never asked to live forever. I never sought a life of pretty endeavours of the future. I just want to live yesterday. Tomorrow could never come and it would be alright with me.

I could scream the distance short, but you would never hear me. I could beat the speed of lightning at every word I mutter, but you would never grasp a word. I could walk you through every smear of forgiveness, but you would never comprehend the number of times you took it forgranted. I could expand the genuity of my smiles, but you would never appreciate the effort I'm making in spinning happiness for myself.

Because yesterdays keep me existent. I have no desire to reach tomorrow.

But it's alright, it's okay, I think God can explain.