I want to share a kiss with you under the mistletoe. I want to cook for you. I want to bake for you. I want to say silly things to cause your laughters. I want to learn the guitar from you. I want to defend you, under any circumstance. I want to be the reason of your smiles and the cure to your pains. I want to do so much with and for you, to add on to our happy memories together.

I need to. I love you so very dearly, Benjamin Tay. You hear me?