This dark night, has descended upon me like a filthy plague. It is wretching my thoughts blackened, yet baking me with a sickless fever. This night, I've realised how much solace I've been seeking in God, and in mindless club beats.

I'm experiencing an all new low with the emulsion of everything. The debris wouldn't budge and it spins in a clogged circulation of unpleasant emotions. My stomach is churning up a vomit but my throat is tightening to stop it.

A mind can only think so far. A heart can only feel so deep. And alas, a human can only undergo this much.

I don't know how else to do anything and everything. No longer.