Shifted. Finally. (:

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Truly starting to believe that you don't care as much as you say you do 

Maybe you'll never know.

Sometimes I wish you were more obsessed with me than the practicality of life.

Walked past a funeral. Thought of my grandfather. Thought of the life we missed out together. Thought of his final months/days/moments and how it must have been like to have been alone during such times. Thought of the unhappiness he brought to many of his loved ones. Thought of the unhappiness they readily returned him.

Gong gong, how is heaven like? Are you happy?

Lost faith. Lost hope.

Gave up on everything.