Wednesday, September 30, 2009

"I see when men love women. They give them but a little of their lives. But women when they love give everything." -Oscar Wilde

How true or untrue is this?

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Me: June's not gonna like this song.
June: What song?
Me: Queen of my heart. Westlife.
Mummy: Westlife always reminds me of Aunty Mary.

Terribly fond memories; of Christmases, swimming sessions and stayovers at Stratford, insects-catching and of many gatherings with the Gohs. I do miss the days of my childhood, when Daddy and Mummy loved each other, when they fought but always made up.

Friday, September 25, 2009

Pain is personal. Pain is always personal. I love you and I feel your pains and difficulties, as if they are mine. I need you and you're the only source of strength I'm remained with. And I can only hope that you love me much and true, enough to feel my pain personal to yours.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Greetings from Gloria Jeans Airport Terminal 2. Just done with a round of Gossip Girl's latest episode, with a good ol' cup of regular sized white chocolate mocha. Jerome's deeply immersed in his HMT essay. He actually looks irresistibly adorable biting his nails and chewing on them. I think my coughing is distracting him a little.

I feel so lucky, just being able to daze at him the way I am at this time of the night. I feel contented, just being able to be beside him. He's wearing a thick frown now and that bothers me a bit. He just swallowed a piece of his nail that he chewed and I caught him doing just that, and I'm happy. I'm in love for real, and being loved for real this time round. Now it's different. No more over-planning and over-hoping; everything seems to be unveiling and materializing as gradually as it is naturally.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Some kind of wonderful.












Because I love you so much, I don't know what to do now. It's hard, being selfless as it is being selfish.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

A lovestruck Romeo, sings the streets a serenade
Laying everybody low with a love song that he made
Finds a streetlight, steps out of the shade
Says something like, "You and me, babe, how about it?"

Juliet says, "Hey, it's Romeo, you nearly gave me a heart attack"
He's underneath the window, she's singing
"Hey, la, my boyfriend's back
You shouldn't come around here, singing up people like that
Anyway, what you gonna do about it?"

Juliet, the dice was loaded from the start
And I bet, that you exploded in my heart
And I forget, I forget.. the movie song
When you gonna realize, it was just that the time was wrong, Juliet?

Come up on different streets, they both were streets of shame
Both dirty, both mean, yes and the dream was just the same
And I dream your dream for you and now your dream is real
How can you look at me, as if I was just another one of your deals?

Well, you can fall for chains of silver, you can fall for chains of gold
You can fall for pretty strangers and the promises they hold
You promised me everything, you promised me thick and thin
Now you just say, "Oh, Romeo, yeah, you know
I used to have a scene with him"

Juliet, when we made love, you used to cry
I said, "I love you like the stars above, I love you 'till I die"
And there's a place for us, you know the movie song
When you gonna realize, it was just that the time was wrong, Juliet?

I can't do the talk, like the talk on the TV
And I can't do a love song, like the way it's meant to be
I can't do everything, but I'd do anything for you
I can't do anything except be in love with you

And all I do is miss you and the way we used to be
All I do is keep the beat, and the bad company
And all I do is kiss you, through the bars of a rhyme
Juliet, I'd do the stars with you any time


The Killers - Romeo & Juliet

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Been having a good recovery, albeit swollen-cheeked. It's going to be a good upcoming week, with all tests over and done with for Baby and me, and with SIM RMIT's annual bash happening over the weekend! It will be the virgin 'clubbing' session for Baby and me.

I love you, Jerome Mak.

Friday, September 11, 2009

Wisdom tooth/teeth happens at 9AM. Wish me luck.

I miss you so much, JMWK.

Edit//1212PM
It's out (though bleeding profusely, still)!!! Injured with 3 stitches. It'll all be over soon! The injecting of anaesthetic was the only killer, because I could actually feel the sharp pain swelling up in my gums just to numb them. The dentist is pretty (teeheehee). I felt her dig open the gums for the tooth to make its way out, watched her drill into my gums and watched her vacuum the blood (and saliva) out. The tooth came out, accompanied with a lot of blood. Now, I'm undergoing this temporary speech impediment and a pufferfish of a left cheek. So it's a strict diet of soft foods and it'll be stitches removal next Saturday. I can't exactly feel my left cheek and left portion of my chin so it feels like a piece of meat stuck on my face whenever I touch it. My gauze is soaked with blood.

Baby woke up at 7 plus in the morning just to remind me to have a hearty breakfast before not being able to eat proper food for the next few days. An ultimate sweetheart my boyfriend is, and that makes me a happy girlfriend. (: So yes, Mummy and I had you tiaos and carrot cake with coffee in the morning. Brought us back to the good ol' days. I'm home now and I'm hoping to see the boyfriend soon.

So yay to the end of toothaches! Goodbye forever!

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

Happy 2nd month and a day baby. You smile and then you make my life complete.


The celebration was held at the buffet at Park Royal Hotel, credits to Jerome! I got him a sweater and a basic tee from Uniqlo! Having buffet with Baby is honestly so much fun! We were playing with our food and beverages and the cameras (compliments of my quad camera!) The sashimi was so fresh and good!












God bless the broken road, that led me straight to you. I love you so much, tiger teddy Mak.

(:

Monday, September 07, 2009

We lose to gain. We gain to lose.

Yup.

Sunday, September 06, 2009

More than 10 trips to the toilet today. Wow, am officially soft in the bones from having the runs. Baby brought medicine (and cheese fries from Simpang Bedok for my family) right to my doorstep after his jamming session.

Today has been crazy. I don't like this crazy so much. =(

Saturday, September 05, 2009

I casually made a wish to fall sick, and now that I'm actually undergoing a fever and terrible multiple rounds of diarrhea, I think I'll stick to being in the pinkest of health. Consolations about these past few days are that Jerome took meticulous care of me and that the wisdom teeth extraction is materializing this coming Friday. Jerome actually kept himself up the whole night sponging me with iced water. This is definitely the first of anyone doing that, other than my mum, who has retired from doing that since I'm too old for Mummy to be doing that for me.

Off to the bed again. The internet's not doing my fever or stomach much good.

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all cause I'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home

Now that commercial law test is over and dealt with, there is no spilt milk to be crying over. Stupid formats really disallows the complementing of the time constraints.

Simple things like having lunches at school with you and you holding my hand during lectures that we crash, really contents me. You read me. I'm contented. I no longer hate being in love; I love being in love and it's because of you, and I'm in love with you. I love you like sparrows love the snow.

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

Cumulatively, an estimated 7 hours have been (rather confidently) clocked into studying for commercial law test over the past 3 days, which happens today. With fingers crossed, the case studies have been inserted into the memory system. Thank God for sticky post-its.

Jerome spent a night and a day over at my place, providing me with guidelines (and sleeping). Feeling appreciative of his arrival at a late 12ishAM last night after his piano lessons, I decided to whip up an impromptu lunch this afternoon, as promised, to cook for him after not being able to accomplish this for a long time due to many circumstances. So char siew soya tuna green noodles it was! My bad, for adding too much vegetables to the lunch, which he couldn't really bring himself to enjoy. Practically the whole bar of Cadbury Top Deck chocolates were consumed within less than a span of 24 hours, but it was all good. After a really hearty dinner opposite my place at our usual simple food-fare, we continued the short break by heading to 7-11's to intrigue ourselves with more Little Miss and Mr euphoria! My Mr Happy has been nothing but a sweetheart, sparing every possible thought for me at every interval thinkable.

Right now, there are dozens of contract law terms drifting afloat in my paranoia while the curbing of the nerve-wreck isn't exactly working. Tonight doesn't spell a late one for me, comparing it with the nights of the past weeks. I think I'm more tired than I imagine myself to be.

Exams are due in two months' time, so no more complacency for me. It's down to starting mugging from now and it's with utter contentment to its fullest context that Baby's with me this semester. Lunch with Baby before his lectures later, then to the library to revise.

Good morning. I miss you, awesome boyfriend.