New found solace grounds for writing, and vice versa, new writing grounds for solace; permanent shift of the world I call mine.

IDNL. IDNY. IDNA. YPTC.

Soulcleavage, no doubt you have been a form of therapy, but the release that I used to derive from confiding in you have brought about fragility. You have thus brought me too much memories that no longer do I wish to hold close and endearing to me.

I am shaken awake, and I am done being read. Good bye.

And I'm alright
Standing in the streetlights here
Is this meant for me
My time on the outside is over
We don't know how you're spending
all of your days
Knowing that love isn't here
You see the pictures
But you don't know their names
Cause love isn't here

And I can't do this by myself
All of these problems, they're all in your head
And I can't be somebody else
You took something perfect
And painted it red

No sympathy
When shouting out is all you know
Behind your lies
I can see the secrets you don't show
We don't know how you're spending
All of your days
Knowing that love isn't here
You see the pictures
But you don't know their names
Cause love isn't here

And I can't do this by myself
All of these problems, they're all in your head
And I can't be somebody else
You took something perfect
And painted it red
When you took something perfect
And painted it red

You take the best things from
Then everything gets empty
That's not a world that I need
You take the best things from me
Then everything gets empty
That's not a world that I need


Daniel Merriweather - Red


Merriweather. Funny name. This is such an 'ouch' song. I don't know what is absolutely wrong with bittorrent. It refuses to let me download Lady Gaga and John Mayer's new album in peace without prompting me that the path cannot be specified.

Anyway, happy 22nd 18th birthday Dana! Love you much! <3

I don’t know where I’m at
I’m standing at the back
And I’m tired of waiting
Waiting here in line, hoping that I’ll find what I’ve been chasing.

I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m going to fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
Never know why it’s coming down


Jason Walker - Down


It's amusing. It's stingingly amusing. Stop making me feel like this. Please. Just try and listen. Just be around to try.

For once in the longest time ever, me and Mr Golden Sun are actually seeing eye to eye! It's going to be a fabulous day getting soaked in the yummy sun! Goodbye to fairness!

I miss the Baby Mak Wai Keat! (((:

Edit//9:26pm
Both Baby and I are burnt nearly black. (((((((:

I actually feel much better after watching Lady Gaga's Bad Romance music video. It kind of makes anybody divert the center of gravity of emotions, to angst or anger of some sort.

I just want to get out of this empty shit hole tonight.

So throw me a rope to hold me in place. Show me a clock for counting my days down. Cause everything's easier when you're beside me. Come back and find me, cause I feel alone.

If I walk, would you run?
If I stop, would you come?
If I say you're the one, would you believe me?
If I ask you to stay, would you show me the way?
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me.
The world is catching up to you
While you're running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change

And maybe I'm not ready
But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough


Asher Book - Try


I know the answers to the questions in the song.

Goodie goodie! I'm waiting for Baby to be done showering so that we'll finally be able to head out and play the much-awaited L4D2! I've tried a tiny bit of the demo though. Saucepan as melee weapon (lol). 

I still haven't had my red ruby dessert! Shall buy Baby Mak to get it with me later. (((:

Let's spell something.

What about. G O D D A M N E D P I S S E D.

A Steamy Affair Gathering!

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughing with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you

Chris Daughtry - Life After You


Our song. (: