C O N T R A D I C T I O N

It seems Your presence is always temporary

Yet it already means everything to me

My entire soul's into You

Even if reality hits upon my senses,

I'd still love You and You only

I'd want You more

Could I Ever Stand Strong Without You?

4/1 arrived in style for the one and only Graduation Tea of their secondary school life

Victoria and gang - their hair were like WHOA

Shan't elaborate :s

Pictures showed slides of 4/1's last day of school

A little reluctant to let go of secondary school life already

Jule's leaving on Tuesday for good

Hopefully will get to see her next March when we collect our results

Went ahead with the hotel stay as planned

Many people went but only 4 ended up present the next morning

Stef bought a pink rose for me

Sweet, but not intrigued though

Took the cab down to clarke quay

Only to realise it was too late to enter SOS without paying extrance fee

So took a stroll down to boat quay

Stoned at Coffee Bean's for awhile

Then I went to monks to meet Her and J

Bumped into "Gf" Joe and Ben there

Saw Mogu

Wish she wouldn't leave me the way she did

Then early in the morning the next day,

Some asshole misplaced the hotel key

Thus, Dad's got to pay for it

Parents had some misunderstanding so they ended up quarrelling


>> You're The Reason To My Existence <<

Addicted

Have I told you how good it feels to be me,
when I'm in you?
I can only stay clean
when you are around.
Don't let me fall.
If I close my eyes forever,
would it ease the pain?
Could I breathe again?

Maybe I'm addicted,
I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.

I am wasted away,
I made a million mistakes.
Am I too late?
There is a storm in my head;
it rains on my bed
when you are not here.
I'm not afraid of dying,
but I am afraid of losing you.

Maybe I'm addicted,
I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.

When you're lying next to me
love is going through to me.
Oh it's beautiful.
Everything is clear to me
Till I hit reality
and I lose it all
I lose it all

You're the only reason,
Yeah, you're the only reason I'm trying,
Oh, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying,
Don't want to lose it all,
Don't want to lose it all,
I'm trying, I'm trying..
I'm trying ...
Yeah, you know I'm addicted

At Hyuk's Place...

Personally cooked cheese macaroni

Think they enjoyed it :)

Dyed Leon's hair

She has loads of baby hairs

A fuss (according to Hyuk)

HAHAHAHAAH..
HYUKIE here!!!
yea..
lolx..
err..
dunno wat to type seh o.o

YOYO
Leon here...........

hmm want to type here...
my nu er help me dye my hair... nice nice i hope ba... hahaha
kns la.. ( hyukie here btw..)
hahahaha... err.. intruding of cheryl jie jie's blog over..
BUAI BUAI~~

FUN FUN!!!!!! haha... like to blog in pple's place....
haha... oh nu er go off liao..

You Raise Me Up To More Than I Can Be

I pray I'll be the one to bring smiles,

To the one that never fails to bring out mine

I pray that God will sprinkle blessings of happiness to You,

And mark out all of Your burdens and sorrows

I pray You'll have someone to hold on to,

When being forsaken by others

I pray that nothing goes wrong in Your everyday,

For Your unhappiness is mine

I pray that You'll never run out of shoulders to cry on,

Because You'll always have mine

I pray that Some day when I'm gone I'll be Your guardian angel,

So that no harm will get to You

I pray that I can pretend,

Because there's too much for anybody to understand

Finally I pray for God,

To stand by You when I'm not there

Don't Want A Tattoo But You're Under My Skin

Took 291 down to Jaye's place's bus stop

Met Blue and Janice at TM

Jaye got us into Chocolate Bar to watch some bengs wriggle

Monks was fine

Bumped into so many people

Dp exchanged a bangle with me

Spent half the time fagging and chit-chatting

Lebon and I had a good chat

After Monks ended for the night we headed for Fullerton Hotel

Jaye, Daisy and I.

While dozing off on the ever-comfy sofa

The phone rang

The word "Mogu" blinked piercingly into my sheepish eyes

My face lighted up

She accompanied me over the phone from Fullerton Hotel to the Esplanade

Poor girl couldn't have the night out cause She didn't feel well

Slept outside the Esplanade for the night with Daisy

Jaye played bodyguard throughout the night

Took the MRT home and slept for 3 hours

Mum forced me to wake up to attend Novena Service at 1:00

After the service was shopping

Bought a pair or pants, a spaghetti top, and spotted a nice bag

Spent a bomb

Went Grandma's place for dinner and TV

Shagged to the bone

G'nite

Until You Without You

Always feeling alone, until You

I didn't love myself, until You

I didn't care about life, until You

I've never held a friend's hand, until You

I've never told a friend I loved her, until You

No one had ever held me for no reason, until You

No one had ever truly known me, until You.

Lying in darkness, without You

I don't know who I am, without You

I don't know what to do with myself, without You

How do I ever get by, without You?

Would I have ever seen my true self, without You?

I wouldn't have ever known true friendship, not without You

For You

I hate the way you never answer my questions

I hate the way I feel

I hate the jealousy that creeps into me

I hate the tiredness I'm feeling again

Fine about that.

I pray she'll be the one who'll always make you smile

I pray she'll be the One for you

I pray for your happiness

Now may I...

Everything I Own

You sheltered me from harm
Kept me warm, kept me warm
You gave my life to me
Set me free, set me free
The finest years I ever knew
Were all the years I had with you

And I would give anything I own
Give up my life, my heart, my home
I would give ev'rything I own
Just to have you back again

You taught me how to love
What it's of, what it's of
You never said too much
But, still, you showed the way
And I knew from watching you
Nobody else could ever know
The part of me that can't let go

Is there someone you know
You're loving them so
But taking them all for granted?
You may lose them one day
Someone takes them away
And they don't hear the words you long to say

Just to touch you once again

>>To the late dearest Best Friend

And to You

Life Is Just So WHATEVER

Morning surprises got me risen from bed at 9:12am -

An upset tummy

Having Chemistry paper 2 later at 2pm

Confidence level for this paper is zero


She gave a ring at 9:49am

That silly girl had a bad dream

Lalaland gave her a D7 for English and E8 for Emath

That must have terrorised her sleep


Work's going to commence on the 21st ( This Friday )

I need clothes for Grad Tea

I need money for that

25th Nov please come soon

Pay day

Grins.

Oweee Is The Ultimate Feelin'

1 / Woke up to Mum crying ( Fucking aunts just shut your trap. Thank you very much )

2 / Geography paper 2 was easy ( Didnt study by the way )

3 / Meeting with her cancelled

4 / Turned single ( Don't talk about it )

5 / Not a single bit prepared for Graduation Tea

6 / I need to give it a good bawl

Conclusion : It's an oh-not-so perfect day

It's all about succumbing to reality isnt it?

Tomorrow will be better

One Year Four Months

A year and four months

A girl that never fails to put a smile on my face

Is the very One that I need now

The truest friend any soul could be blessed with

One that attempts removing all negativity

Miss everything about her

The sunshine on my rainy day

An angel from God

+Marion+

I'm missing you

You're never forgotten

Friends always we'll be

For ever and ever and ever...

Happy Birthday To The Coconut-Tree

A very blessed Happy Birthday to the one and only Lerjun

You've been the best brother around

And I thank the Lord for you

May the Lord always bless you in every road you take

May all the memories we had be kept well for always

Love ya Xiao Ne Zha


>>Been online alot lately to finish up art

Tomorrow's the darn art paper

At 10:21pm I'm only at modification

Oh boy I'm so dead

Anyways

Was browsing through friendster a couple of days ago

This person caught my eye

Coincidentally we chatted on mIRC

And have been talking over the phone for the past 2 days

She's a real good-natured person who's extremely comfortable to talk to

Like she says

No regrets knowing her

Tomorrow Indeed Gets Better, Thus Today

No more do I hopelessly pine for You

Had fun with loving friends today

Cosmetics drive them loony

How they wish cosmetics were out of their lives

Nique and Hyuk both enjoy messing up femme's hair

Today is the day when someone outside home calls them by their real names

Love their company so much

Awesome people -

Best friend CCH / Nique / Hyuk / Pat

Anyway,

Went down To The Best Friend's place today

Had pizza / wings / cake

The Best Friend's Mum broke down while walking me out

Attempted consoling her

Advicing her to keep her faith strong

God has His reasons to everything

Doesn't He?


Always In My Heart #10

Tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow

New Shots

o2112oo3 Suntec With Pat Leon & Leslie


Countless incidents occurred

Shan't elaborate

O level commences officially tomorrow

All the best to all taking examinations

Do your bests

God bless all

Happy 2nd Month Mogu :)