:(

We've been distant these days
Don't wanna talk about it

-Invades-

Uh huh! Look who's talking. Someone broke my BIG LOVING heart too! Neh blog in ur veri own blog! -shakes head- howww.. could.. could.. you! See. Im being soooo nice. Help you update. Tsk. Thank me man! =x
Muahahahaha.
Im kidding too. -kiss kiss- I love you sweets.

First Month!

Guess?
It's Our First Month together.
Got this cute dog soft toy from her

Happy First Month Hun!

From the other other half : -smiles- that entry made my day. I love you too. Dearest. When i say i love you. I mean it. Its the emotion that i feel right deep down. I dun care if u changed. For the better or the worst. I dun give a damn. I love you for who you are. Alwayz will. You'll nv be alone with me. I promise you my heart. Believe me. Sorry if i didnt lessen ur misery or even if i add on to it. Im sorry. But. We'll be thru thick and thin together. I know that. =) I love you. Really.

*Countdown : 30mins. =)

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Maybe, I'm bumming too much
Or perhaps I'm simply plain annoying
I did mean well

Seems I'm already lost
People change
Take a good glimpse of me
I have changed

Right now
It's several degrees under deep within
I need a good cry but the tears just won't budge
My life needs more perks, more meaning to it
I can't possibly allow myself to be feeling miserable throughout
I must snap out of it.

*The date tomorrow?
21st January 2004
Our First Month together
I love you Nique.

I Don't Want To

What's the point of it all?
Is it necessary to bring me this low to insignificance?
It doesn't really matter if I play my part, does it?
Nothing I really do will ever appease you, will it?

Are you happy now?
Can't I receive a little more gratitude from you?
I've been the best I could, haven't I?
Don't I deserve more than I get?

Will only cuts prove how pain I am inside?
Do I have to go deeper everytime you fail to realise I get hurt?
Or should I just die?
It's not the cuts which hurt already
It's Life

You want me to be God's follower, don't you?
You expect me to be your perfect daughter, don't you?

All you want is for me to be shutting up while I'm giving
I can give, but it gives you no right to hurl me insults

Well I'm telling you
I don't want to

Not anymore

-invades-
My turn to invade eh? Dearest. Actually, im quite happy we got our little "big" couple arguements. It kinda helps us grow stronger together. =) I love you with all my heart. Nobody can change that. Nobody at all. Believe me when i say that i love you. Only you. -huggies- Had fun with you today. Though your mother did terrify me alittle in the beginning and your sister. -rolls eyes- oh man. Your sister is SOOOOOOOOO nice. Like. "nice" nice. -.- Thanks ar June. -.-
Darling. I love you. Really do. Love u loads, Mountains, Oceans, Continents, Deserts, Skies, Universe, Meteor rain, More den anything, anyone. =)
-kiss kiss- Wo ai ni. -winks- [[together. we'll walk thru life.]]

*I apologise for the way i describe my heart to You*

Truly Madly Deeply
I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living. A deeper meaning. Yeah..

I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of..
The highest powers. In lonely hours. The tears devour you..

I'm The Wonderfullest

Everything happens for a purpose
Not that I would know what ever that is
Everything was deliberate

Quote "Friends come and go"
Fuck yeah, it's true
No longer do I see the point in being nice to you

You tell me about your pathetic life
You indulge in self-pity
Wipe off that I'm-so-pitiful mindset
I'm never falling for that now

You never acted your age
A fit-in you are labelled
Oh you are such a poor thing

Your mother makes life hell for you
Thank God she does that
Imagine the typa tyrant you will be if not for her

I won't use riddles on you
You're too shallow to comprehend any
Go get a new brain

Yielding To Furiousity

I avoid you
For the fear You may not be true
The world lusts for others' victory

I want simplicity.

Friends I have thought of you to be
But nothing have you done other than to betray me

I want to feel free.

You possessed my trust
You discarded it

I want to believe

Your indirect hypocricy has driven me crazy
Your unreliability cut deeps within
Now,

I want to hurt you hard
I want to make you cry

Then I'm certain
You'll steer clear from hurting me ever

And if you still haven't got a clue
To whom I'm referring to

Fuck, its You.

You Were There

So many times my heart was broken through and through

Into pieces more than two

Just as all hopes seem gone

You came when I was most forlorn

You assured me in more than a way

That I'd never get my heart broken again


Times when I thought I'd never find myself back anymore

You lightened up the path so that I could search

Finally I came to a halt

I found myself in You

Out of my life I will never want You to be

It is with You that I am Me

I'll be loving You everyday

With every single word I say

With every thing I do

I'll be doing it for You.

Perhaps It Shows

A thousand apologies for not blogging here

Have been doing so at Our blog

Am going to be loafing and bumming around

Until I get another job

Have been spending more time communicating with her these days

Missing her so much

Especially now since school has started

Pat and I are attending Novena service tomorrow early in the evening

Then off to shopping and searching for jobs :)