Somewhere along the lines towards the abyss, awaiting a stopover is the resignation. The colours of your clothes and the moods you undergo take on a larger scale in variety. My days still themselves with prideful steadiness and reminders of a better today than a yesterday, yet contentment seems to be a troubled friend.

My words are escaping by me. I am nearly incoherent but am still busy catching muse that still subsists with the woman I have become. Time doesn't recover youth as youth doesn't recover with time; no more time shall be crashed and burned in the excuse of jadedness. Forces of uncontrollable nature let happen, all in good time and good reason. Reasons have limits, but when do I admit to my bursting point? If selfishness was indeed what molded the frame that lives of me this day, pain wouldn't dominate it has been and regret would be family. There is nothing that deserves my regret in this designated familiar scene. Regret is an awful word and I clasp my palms together to think less of it to be able to stop mentioning it.

New faces familiarize themselves within my head but it's a long journey being of friendly comfort towards the heart. My map of indites seem to be disintegrated into repetition of slurs that does not piece up any part of the puzzle.

Tonight, I will rest upon my bed and end my night not being mad at you. Anger has introduced a new wave of fatigue that perpetually bubbles within and it is time to jerk it to a permanent halt. I will cease the blaming and take it upon indifference and alas, indifference will be my last standing emotion felt towards you. Someday, recollections of these moments of reluctance and dilemma would all just draw a picture of a bad dream that lasted while it did.

You have been my pinch of salt. Regardless of what harm you have done than good by choice and intention, thank you for the good days and the memories. The collective term "us" has reduced to an individualistic label of you or me, and I don't do regret. Take care, one I loved once ever dearly.

The photographer's picks! The photographs are awesome.

Virtual friend looks like a pervert here.

Check out the drunkard.

I have a very good mind of buying a DSLR.

Hello, welcome to college life.

With the MnP groupies (and Bern's new DSLR!)

Dinner at some Italian restaurant which name I forgot, and the master chef of the place. Try spotting the chef. He's the only Caucasian there.
My ink squid seafood linguine.

The OG and the university clique.

The group!

My very 'disgusting' mala sauce mixture.

I look so tanned in between them!

The gluttons' den.

Life's good.

They are my support whenever the worsts hit. They are my life buoys when I find myself sinking. They are the reasons why the word hope holds profound meaning. They are the purposes of why friendships exist. They are givers and keepers. And they, I found, are the greatest friends any one could have.

Every living being needs friends like these.

Sharing this, as someone has shared with me. Potato and Desmond, I think you both would find this clever as I did.

5 Tips for Your Long Distance Relationship

1. Use a web cam (CHECKED)

A web cam is a great way to interact with your mate while you are apart. Connect your web cam to your computer and use your favorite messaging utility (MSN, Yahoo, AOL, etc.) and not only will you be able to hear your mate, but you will also be able to see your mate.

2. Take pictures of everyday activities and send them to your mate (CHECKED)

A picture is worth a thousand words and can help you and your mate feel closer together in your long distance relationship. Today, with most cell phones equipped with a digital camera and cameras small enough to fit in your pocket, it’s very easy and convenient to take pictures and email them to your mate. With pictures, your mate can easily know what you are talking about when you describe the great party you went to or the new hairstyle that you just got. Some other examples of when you can take a picture are listed below:

* arrow New outfit that your have purchased.
* arrow Family or friends get together.
* arrow Changes to your bedroom.
* arrow Changes to your physical appearance (hairstyle, piercing, etc.)
* arrow Pictures of your office or cubicle.

3. Send gifts to your mate’s from their local country or city (CHECKING IN PROCESS. You baby?)

You can save a lot of money by searching the Internet for local companies to buy from and deliver your gifts.

4. Use text-messaging capability to keep in touch more frequently (CHECKED)

Text messaging can be a simple was to keep in touch with your mate in a long distance relationship. For those across the border relationships, this can also be an inexpensive way to communicate. It’s not always convenient to call, so text messages are a good alternative. You can send good night messages or little love notes throughout the day.

5. Trust your mate (CHECKING NOW AND THEN. You baby?)

Ideas of mistrust can easily seep into the minds of those involved in a long distance relationship because you don’t get to physically see your mate. They may be saying that they are not seeing anyone else, but how do you know that for sure hundreds or even thousands of miles away? This mistrust can ultimately lead to the relationship ending. You should approach the trust issue in a long distance relationship the same way as you would in a normal relationship. If there is no indication or evidence of cheating, it is most likely not happening.

Once upon a time, we were nothing. Nearly 10 months ago, this happened.

Nearly 9 months ago, this happened.

Now it predicts ambiguity, too far for a 'happily ever after', too in love for a 'the end'.

Baby, don't forget me in time. You're a love so dear. It's getting a tad bit painful tonight hearing you sound so sad over the phone. Rest yourself assured that I will wait. Just keep your promise in coming back for me. I love you sweetheart.

A week has tide over and with the hovering heat blanketing the little island called home, it is ironically relieving to be able to numerate countdowns in bigger masses of numbers. If the following fifteen would be nearly equivalent to this, everything would form a flawless equation of perfect sense. Your voice seems to assuage accumulated inhibitions, as similar of that effect of morphine. The way you laugh always derives a particular delight in me and your smiles light mine up. It is surreal what magic you spell over me and my functions, as it is surreal that you are residing in another continent.

My days are fine and well, but all would be swell with you around. And if it's not too foolish to guess, my stubborn heart will love you until our continents collide.

My Neo Han Wei.

The grounds of the airport breed a sickened plunging fondness and reluctance. The stop everyday at Tanah Merah cringes me in the pits of the emptiness of my stomach every morning and for that minute my eyes block out from its horizons, with the phobia once upon a time that was bounded at Kallang's stop. Surrealism seems to familiarize its way into daily probabilities and this abstract way of living will nurture to feel comfortable.

I am happy and scared. You make me happy despite the thousands that distant us physically. I remember us this way.

I love you.