So it's always the musings about weekends, tragedy regarding the bidding of temporary farewells, the incessant pit falls of spirits and memories with the endeared one. Man and wife, it's a figment of status that reads too distant to execute. All hope is not lost yet not all is discovered and found.

We were holding hands and walking in circles. He seemed to have almost attained nirvana with goals of his designated destinations, while the best I could accumulate of myself was a sense of sheer loss. It's one whereby confusion fuses in with loss and the actual emotion of feeling lost. My destination was grasping safety onto his protective hands and his destination was a million miles further from where we stood that very moment. Travelling wayward numbed the whole of my sculpt and aimlessly, I tailed his trails, sending desperate prayers for a better facade of expressions. The lights captivated their spots upon us as we wrapped ourselves with woolen sweaters and laughter. My books had not known this face and anticipation drove me ragingly insane but I could not do anything than to smile, seeing the look of glee spilt all over this perfect man's frame. Nothing within me mustered enough boldness to even speak to him with my eyes. It was strangely subtle and undramatic and very unlike myself. I took it as a good thing but I'm not so sure I'll say the same in time to come.

The moments we saved with precious care were beyond value. They were the kind of moments only you could personally identify and rectify with for the rest of your life, the kind that settles you in full contentment of where time stood, and the kind that makes you feel immobilized with an eternal surge of remarkable bonding family ties. And time can do many wonders as it holds ability to carve out damage. More and harder than I've ever prayed, this is a prayer of endurance and faith, for me and for us. The beast of my battles is the one of fearing ambiguity.

Unspoken love is the one that consumes most bitter and we're not like that. We are jolly and happy being jolly. You can't describe love, now can you. His love, our love, is the solid ground that gravitates me from floating too deep into the abyss.

How do you leave something so beautiful behind, and how do I let something so beautiful go?




I'll always remember the way our hands look and feel whenever they are in one another. Instilling the memory of it reminds me of how worthy this love is and how far we have gotten to just give it up in a wink. It is my wish to be in this bubble of security and it is my wish for you to be happy no matter where you are and no matter what you do. I love you and I'll love you until the end.

Wonderful 3 days of wkend spent with you.

the stayover at your place brought so much of joy between me and ur family. the late night chats with ur sis,mum and darling brought about much giggles in the dead of the night. tugging my leg into your warm feet jus feels so right and protects me from the cold of the night. Seeing Baby Poom pacing around the house up and down never fails to delight me and wld always make me go guji guji gagaga with her. Its as though she is my baby daughter. Saturday's work with you darling was immensely joyful. having to work alongside with you jus seem all so right even if the weather and the stupid boy tried to dampen our mood. Seeing you busy trying to churn out candy floss from the pinkish machine and giving it out to the kids, never fails to put a smile on their face, and mine. Try as i might, i would always steal glances at you doing wad you do at the candy floss machine always,without letting you see me gazing lovingly at you.

The accompany with me to my application of my university, there wasnt even a whimp of complain that is taking you too much time. i shant dwell too much into penning it out, how much this wld affect you but i am appreciative of everything about you. Surprising me with a 3rd monthsary gift which made me gush like a baby boy getting his all time fave candy. it doesnt matter how much u tink i will like abt the gift, but the thoughts and sincerity u put into gettin it. What touched me even more was the thoughtful things ur family did for me, for us. The great dinner of steamboat on a rainy weather like this just brings out the nostalgia of a family sitting down together dining. I really felt like a part of the Lios now.

Having said so much, everything that i have seen, everything you and ur family have done to make me feel so like one of you now goes to show how much they treat me as one.

Darling I just wanna say I love you. I am serious about you. and believe me we gonna work this out together. however much these doubts will mired us, they r not going to stop me from loving you and believing that we will be man and wife one day.

You complete me. You make nights become day and day filled with sunshine.

You're one that i wanna be with, and the one i dont wanna be without.

PS: Oh baby, i am starting to wear the jacket you bought every single moment starting from now :)

Without you, life to me is like a grass without trees, no one to shelter me from the harsh conditions and brave everything. You're my everything.

Have you ever seen rain so beautiful? I have never, yet I have before.

It has been a GREAT wkend! absolutely well spent n fruitful with the cute You!

I so could have started telling u how amazing this wkend it was until this uber hilarious incident we both jus found out.

Just you might ask? you bet haha.

I left my briefs in the plastic bag, not that i rmb putting it into the plastic bag, haha.

maybe u miss my smell thats y? or u purposely jus want to take it hahahahaha. 

It only chanced on you after u reached home.

Whereas for me, while having a time making bombs in the toilet. saw sth pinkish on the toilet roll section. "oops" haha there goes me.

its baby's pinky razor for hair-hair purpose hahahha.

That makes us a very forgetful couple. thinkin of it jus brings laughter. tickling! :)

A wkend well spent, going to SIM to visit baby's future sch. Merc SLK, sleeky cars, cool dudes, baby so gonna be jealous la :( but i learn to tell myself to trust my lovely girl becuz i know i m lovable haha. next up to vivocity hypermarket to shop shop n more shop for groceries! whoppies it was the first time we really bought food to prepare at home! totally awesome feeling.

coupled with the cool weather, awwww it feels like a real lovely sat to spend time cuddling at home.now food preparation.

Messy table, oily walls, unfinished food, inflated tummies. yeah the aftermath of us cookin a western meal together hahaha. it tasted aint that bad after all, the cheesy cauliflowers, the jacket potatoes, the oxtail soup, and the nicey ricey steaks. oooh penning this down jus makes me salivates immediately. most imptly its the company of you with me preparing it. seeing u gettin busy weezy in cutting the potatoes, heating up the oxtail. awwww wad a wife material you are haha. 

all the more worth it to save towards 5 carat! hahahha.

the time spent at flea market was great too.

sourcing for cool cheap stuffs, seeing the lovely you and sister 's satisfied face on getting so many stuffs, jus made me smile that my efforts r worth it :)

the funny stuff i tried to make u laugh, the bumblebee goggles, the mat-squat-talk smoking along the alleys of holland v. the "vroom vroom mount-on-the-kerb" swipe i use to tickle you, and OH the "the the the gen gen general's daughter" haha so lovely :)

the dinner we have at tampines, the rubbery n awesome possum sotong, the sourish n yum yum tahu goreng. holy potatoes! we r growing fat haha, but we ll jog it out together! :) whatever it becomes of u, i love you :D

oh oh! not forgetting the little little ham sup sounds we always whisper to each other making me going crazy like a funky monkey! haha 

a beautiful wkend has ended splendidly, n i cant wait to look forward to the next! these beautiful memories r etching on my mind like a huge portray of u baby. cant wait for pop corn session at wet x3! 

to more ahead baby! 

We are ONE! :) 

loves.

cute kiddy childish manly handsome-pansome awesome possum Bobby.

1012pm. 

These are late. But late's better than never.

I miss being in Langkawi with Neo Han Wei.

Damn cute!

Night market

Cute Malaysian kitty

Nicotine galore!

Oh I got to be unconditionally unafraid of my days without you
So throw me a rope to hold me in place
Show me a clock for counting my days down
Cause everything's easier when you're beside me
Come back and find me
Cause I feel alone

This is Bobby!

been some time since last blogged. 

guess its either very gd times or bad times that only entries r penned...

But today's gonna be different.

Well....

not that its marvellously fabulous or shitty bad, Bobby jus wanna say a word of thanks in here.

A note to remind me how thankful I am, how appreciated I do in having You around baby. I am cherishing and living every moment of the present now. I reminisce every single pasts we had,be it gd or bad. And most importantly, these past n present will give me the love to go into the future with u.

Here's a toast -----> \/ 

To my one and only, my beloved lovely, always bubbly,the one who nv fails to make me smile n annoy me at the same time, the one who taught me how to say CB in a graceful manner "Chiiiiiiii Bai" 

I Love You. 

To You,For You,With You

Us.     :)

Love,

Bobby                                                               is truly blessed :)

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