Narrator:

(So apropos:

Saw death on a sunny snow)


Him:

"For every life..."


Her:

"Forgoe the parable."


Him:

"Seek the light."


Her:

"...My knees are cold."


(Running home, running home, running home, running home...)


Her:

"Go find another lover;

To bring a... to string along!"


"With all your lies,

You're still very lovable."


"I toured the light; so many foreign roads for Emma, forever ago."


Bon Iver - For Emma, Forever Ago


Bon Iver must have loved her very deeply, who ever she was.

You are the one, who made changed my perspectives. You are the one, who makes every single detailed difference to what I thought was true to believe. I'd probably lose my world and all heart to love another, if I ever lost you.

Thank you for never thinking of walking out. Thank you for the unwavering faith you have, and for the faith you instill in me. Thank you, for being my perfect kind of different. Thank you, for restoring this lost heart of mine.

UO stuff are so yummy for the eyes. Rough idea for friends for my turning 24 birthday.

Oh, you may click on names of items to view pictures.

1. Deena and Ozzy Foldover Boot (Size 6, Brown)
2. Chelsea Crew Savoy Wedge Boot (Size 6, Black)
3. Wood Wood Tote Bag (Brown)

Or should I just stop considering and buy it already?

Hurt, please go away. Misery, please don't overwhelm me. Because old habits die hard, so hard.

God, please hear me tonight. God, I have noone. God, I feel miserable. God, all I can think of is letting me die.

It saddens me to the core of my soul, that you chose to be complacent on the little faith and trust I was left with for our relationship. It was a great blood-tied love that I held priceless as a promise to God. But you have mercilessly disregarded the pains you have caused to the many hearts that make this home. And it's this very you that has evolved over the many years, that caused three women to be labelled with a 'broken home'.

With the series of pitfalls in fate that has been a constant in this family, I can no longer bring myself to love and view you the way I could, because all you are to me comprises of multitudes of pasts involving unimaginable hurt. You used to be a figure of respect and adoration to me. You used to be the protector of the world that I yearned and battled to remember, but you have shirked those roles and have compelled me to inherit them.

All my heart wants to do now, is to stop beating.

You feel like sunrise every morning. You feel like pleasant dreams every night. You feel like the best moment of my life, every second in between.

Perhaps it's true, I fell in love at hello with you.