Sunday, May 08, 2005

Tributes and fervent good wishes to yours truly.

kh4i says:
happy mama's day (:
kh4i says:
i love you mum (:
kh4i says:
other than my real mum youre the best ive ever had.
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suicide messiah says:
happy (to be)mothers day!

Mothers are God-given and extraordinary, especially mine. Happy Mother's Day to all that's instinctively played motherly roles in their lives, those who carried duties of mothers, and to the women who have laid down youth and blood for their offsprings.

Saturday, May 07, 2005

Have you ever tried reaching for the horizons that touch beyond vision? Has the sunlight ever blinded dwelling humanity in you?

My sails have set themselves to a faraway dubious ocean. Have yours too?

Friday, May 06, 2005

Cherry cheeks,
in bashful blushes
Mouth against mouth resuscitating,
reviving back drained life.
Honest emotions holding two on
Onto infinity.
Blissful indulgence in divulgence,
gaps were none,
too close, too tight.

Gender discrimination, sexuality choices
Roads embarked, exchanged affections
forever not, because
Now is Eternal.
My confession is that, you have always made me happy, to the furthest extent of your control and means. I can grasp overwhelming joy, because you have set your heart to try at any attempt to see a smile drawn onto my face. This works vice versa. I'll run out of things to use to count if I had to take note of all the sacrifices you made for me, minute or giant.

No more do we need to promise crossing mountains and oceans just to profess mutuality and affection, all we need is just to thrive on the much we possess. No more will we falter from the stumbling of stones, because we have climbed rocks of trials and obstacles. The good days with you, always are the perfect ones, so uncomparable. The bond between us now is thick, and so unbreakable. We started out like any other ordinary lovers, had our goods and bads, and we're stronger than any other now.

However rough or smooth the road may be, rest assure that I'm the shoulder you can count on to soak your tears into, the reliable me. I will love you for as long as fate can contain our togetherness. My best and most are all yours until it doesn't belong. But until then, we'll make moments shared happy and unforgettable.

By the way, I'm not at an attempt to raise readers' goosepimples, this entry is purely dedicated to my one and only, Nique.

Thursday, May 05, 2005

It has to be the smell of rain that is rushing nostalgia into her senses. Above all else, she wishes she could be strolling under that rain outside the windows with you.

The way she slids your love into her lover, the kissing so wild, the make-loves, her sweet-nothings that tingle her lover's fancies, the walk she struts with her seductive bums and the way the couple make the loving whole, practicing love underneath the sacred sheets.

Tomorrow, we'll experiment recollecting bodily needs.
Conclusion of chases for bigger rainbows; the never finishing sought afters. Discontentment fed with unkindness of human nature like hunger growing in a snake lurking for prey. Gliding through dissatisfaction; now starving.

Just like how the book of mercy closes in on me, nothing else sets aside for happier thoughts; none in exception. Hysteria, all I hear. Confusion races between conflicts. Optimism vacant; no room for redemption

Me happy - you happy. Mutual exchange or sacrifice? I know not from here.

My pot of gold awaits at the end of my rainbow.

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Do words turn stale after much repetition, which also possibly indicates insignificance and redundance. The words, they take effect on people all the time, and I am of no exception, other than I'm not too keen in being taken in by them these days.

Sometimes, your presence is one that makes me falter ever so often, and now I'm finding it hard to recuperate from the constant battering and mending of my feelings. My trust marred from all the little novelty games (they call it). It isn't ever easy witnessing so much corruption in human nature, but I guess, dealing with it is the only way to weave myself out of such situations. My inclination towards shifting the blame to others occurs often, but at the end of every ride, it is only myself that guilt has been inflicted onto. It isn't hard to picture scenarios of the hypocritical side of me (which I can't deny, because I am possibly more hypocritical than anyone I know), which I think I portray quite often these days. But despite all these commotion, it is only the firm mindsets and principles that stay with you now and forevermore, that waver with you to no succumb eventually.

Human race progression. Double ha.

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Series. Feast on them.












These two (bottom) are classics.


Tides of fallacy washing onto shores of fate, causing all that's never seen to finally outshine the darkness so infinite. Periods of halcyon descends to a ground of dirty linen and filth.

When the stories behind these blankets of cataracts disclose themselves, that will come the time when the ghosts in her shall free. Till she discovers honesty in change, the insatiable thirst for truth remains, unfulfilled.

The pretence, does it go on until the show finally concludes, or does the masquerade live on with her?

I can't bear to think that I've been part of this show all my life.

Monday, May 02, 2005

Misunderstood for the frivolous
Neverending battles of verbal rebukes
Worthiness striked out at full force
Two hearts in same rest

It must be love, it must be
The light beneath my feet knelt me down,
begging for eternity.
Many a wish, many a fulfilment
Wanting more and more

Two's heartbeats race
Adrenaline pumps at its rushes
Exhileration; speechless
You have answered quiet riddles in my prayers.

One year eight months twenty-four days
A bond made sacred
Love, molded for You and I.

Happy fourth, love.