Monday, December 29, 2003


Hyuk's Place...

Daryl here : o.o . . . . .. i got nth to say?? lolx.. err. eh.... err.. *runs to play wif my gou gou* *poofs* bu jian le..
Pat here: ^_^.. haha.. anyway me oso nth to sae too.. but hor.. veri fun too...
laff wit them.. n tok cock too...lol....
Nique here : uhhhh.... i oso got nth to sae.. darling.. i Love You..
Cheryl here. Since they got nthg to say.... -gone- Love u always~

Thursday, December 25, 2003


Merry Christmas 2003!!!

Went over to dearest's place

Picked a set of clothes for her that matched mine

Went town to get a few more presents

Leon, Pat, Hyuk, Jason came over for stayover

6 people packed like sardines at the backseat

Hyuk sat on me while Jason sat on Pat and Sister

Pat adores baby

Hyuk got so excited that she got the lift jammed

Bungs scream like sissies (They're afraid of lift jams)

Supper started when Dad cooked noodles for the gang

Jason ate the most I'm positive

She snacked on practically everything till around 5 plus in the morning

Watched scary movie 3

It's hilarious

To All : Wishing you all the merriest and happiest Christmas.

Thank you all for being here in my life or even once being here

Each and every one of your presence left a special footmark in me

May God always grant all of you happiness and love

To The Dearest : Thank You for always being here

Regardless of how unreasonable I may be

You're here

I thank God we're together

May You have the happiest love-filled Christmas

Tuesday, December 23, 2003


There You Were

I was counting down the minutes
I was wishin' on the stars
I was prayin' for a sign
And tryin' to beat the odds
I was dreamin' of you
From before I saw your face
And there you were
Waitin' for that day
Then you reached through the hurricane
When you baby you called my name

You broke through the storm
And you turned back the night
Baby you are the fire
Burnin' the midnight sky
And your love
Keeps taking me higher
Just when all hope was gone
Where the hero belongs...
There you were

Must have broken into heaven
Just to roll back the clouds
Were you on a mission
Were you seekin' me out
Was I that one in a million
Was I that one sacred kiss
That you couldn't chance
You just couldn't miss
Then you babe you whispered through the silent tears
When you, you swept away all my fears

You broke through the storm
And you turned back the night
Baby you are the fire
Burnin' the midnight sky
And your love
Keeps taking me higher
Just when all hope was gone
Where the hero belongs
There you were babe

Standin' in the middle of nowhere,
With your arms wide open and you,
You were the reason when there was no reason in my life
You're the reason in my life

You broke through the storm
And you turned back the night
Baby you are the fire
Burnin' the midnight sky
And your love
Keeps taking me higher
Just when all hope was gone
There you were babe

You broke through the storm
And you turned back the night
Baby you are the fire
Burnin' the midnight sky
And your love
Keeps taking me higher
Just when all hope was gone
Where the hero belongs...
There you were

Like the light in the eye of the storm
Tellin' me not to cry anymore
There you were
Where I watched my whole world fall apart
Shinin' through like on angel from afar
Oh like an angel

You broke through the storm
And you turned back the night
Baby you are the fire
Burnin' the midnight sky
And your love
Keeps taking me higher
Just when all hope was gone
There you were babe


Saw You From Afar But Couldn't Resist Not Looking

How exciting

A day more to Christmas Eve

More than anxious to hand out all the presents I personally hand-made

Hoping She will like it

Going to Her place tomorrow morning to pick clothes for Her

After that heading to town to get some more presents

Attending Midnight Mass

And visiting The Best Friend after that

Christmas Christmas Christmas...

Without #10 :(

Saturday, December 20, 2003


Life Without You Isn't Life At All

What if,

I loved You?

What if,

I'm scared?

Thursday, December 18, 2003


Fullerton Hotel Stay

Fullerton Hotel Stay


This is an update for 2 days ago

Joe's prom's from 7 pm till 12 midnight

The rest named her Cinderella (I don't know why)

As expected Leon wasn't punctual

Like she was in her last 3 appointments with me

At the end of the day there were 2 actives 2 butches and 2 passives

Leon, Boon, Joe, Hyuk, Pat and I

The VCD player couldn't work when plugged with the TV

So there wasn't any entertaining music nor shows

We were self-provided

Gf looks so cool in her prom outfit

Took many snapshots of her in it

While she was at her prom we slacked for a bit then went to esplanade

We were bawling our lungs with songs there (Boon sings high)

Gf then went to Lau Pa Sa to dine with her friends

5 of baby's friends came to the hotel room after their supper

But none stayed over

Pat had severe gastric pains

So the 3 heroes sprinted to the nearest food-selling outlet,

While I attended to Pat (Dear helped me too)

Leon Boon and Hyuk had their share of fun in the toilet with their hee-haas

I was distracted by them the whole night

Fortunately baby was there to provide all the hugs and kisses

C O M F O R T A B L E man

Then morning arrived

When the problem of who will accompany Pat for breakfast arose

Man bungs can be sissys

They took a darn long time to decide

Conclusion was that Joe was to accompany Pat

I tagged along with the both of them

Baby sent me home at the end of the whole thing


// A whole new family =))))

Sunday, December 14, 2003


One Year Five Months...

Time has flown past

As if you were here next to me just yesternight

A year five months back

I should have been the one boothed under God's furiousity

Not you.

The picture lays there cold and lifeless

Your urn sends me zillions of flashbacks

I don't miss you any less.

You being far away lured me closer to you in spirit

May the Lord always be by your side

And may God's angels forever be guarding my angel

For all I wish for

I wish that eternal peace be granted to you

Friends till the end of time we'll be...

Friday, December 12, 2003


I Love You Twice As Much Tomorrow

Extremely fortunate to get to know this person by the name of Boon

Thoughtful girl I'd assume

Met up with Boon, Hyuk, Joe, Pat, Blue and Leon

Joe was super duper entertaining

Hilarious company I had today

Joe asked me to be her girl

[23:21] cheryl
[23:21] ...
[23:21] be my gf

Reality hit me that I've been too dependant on my intuitions

Realised She will never return

But I love You more than I can say,

Don't make me feel down again I beg You

It's a horrendous uncomfy feeling that just makes you cry

Cheryl learn to be independant

>>Dearest Lord,

At the end of everyday

Make me learn from my mistakes

And never to repeat them

Let your grace lead me to a higher place

May your love teach me to love

Teach me to be a better person

Amen.

Sunday, December 07, 2003


Nobody Knows It But Me

I pretend that I'm glad you went away
But these four walls close in more everyday
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is a-tumblin' down
I can say it clearly but you're no where around

The nights are so lonely the days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get you could ask my heart
Just like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words just couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know I'll be loving you still

The nights are so lonely the days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

The nights are so lonely
The days are so sad
I just keep thinking
About the love that we had
Nobody knows it but me

Wednesday, December 03, 2003


Hectic Hectic Hectic

Work starts tomorrow

Nervous, excited and reluctant

Won't be blogging as often as present anymore

Do miss me and wish me luck!

Going for Noven's Birthday Bbq in awhile

Last night was at Raffle's place

Then Bedok then Simei

Am satisfied with my stand now

And lastly,

I miss the Lamers and the 4/1ers