Tuesday, July 08, 2003

Read Your blog and felt my heart sink.
408, some morse code?
I don't know anything anymore.
Thought things would change.
It's as if you're ashamed of letting others know?

Both the twins died.
Sigh.
Life is this vulnerable.
One minute it's full of chances and hopes,
the next everything is taken away from you.
Cherish what you have.

Monday, July 07, 2003

I >>-(^\/^)-> You I >>-(^\/^)-> You I >>-(^\/^)-> You I >>-(^\/^)-> You I >>-(^\/^)-> You I >>-(^\/^)-> You

When life seems hopeless and you were all alone
And no one was there to dry the tear drops from your eyes
When you can't find a single reason left to try
Baby I will
Baby I will

Tell me the secrets that you've locked away
Confide your deepest fears that haunt you everyday
All of the little things nobody else could understand
Baby I will
I will

It's alright
I'll be there
Count on me
Anytime anywhere
I'll show you love
Till the end of my life
When no one else will stand by your side
I will

When all you've counted on comes tumbling down
And there's only emptiness that nothing seems to fill
And when you can't remember how to be strong
Baby I will
I will

It's alright
I'll be there
Count on me
Anytime anywhere
I'll show you love
Till the end of my life
When no one else will stand by your side
I will

When no one else will stand by your side
I will

It's alright
I'll be there
Count on me
Anytime anywhere
I will show you love
Till the end of my life
When no one else will stand by your side

I'll be standing right by your side
I will
Today is Special.

I pray that time and fate will be on our side this time round.
I pray the falling star I wished on would lead me to You.
I pray that I'll be the one You turn to when You need anyone.
That Your precious tears will never be wasted on anyone who will never cry for You.
May God grant You true love,
Whoever that true love may be.
May God show You happiness whenever and wherever.
I pray I'll never be the one to cause those tears from falling.
I pray that You wear a smile for as long as forever.
I pray your heart is never dedicated to the wrong people.
May God always teach others to appreciate Your existence and vice versa.
But for now,
I wish I could tell You how much You mean to me,
And that I'll be loving You always.

\\*__Life ain't anything alone can't You see

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Sunday, July 06, 2003

Went shopping for clothes.
Bought a top, a shoe and a book.
The sale that is going now is pretty quiet this year.
Close to bumping into Her.
Fate disallowed though.
Girl if You ever read this.
I just wanna tell You I don't want to be the reason for You changing Your mind to turning the right path.

If love isn't a game,
Why are there so many players?

Not true.
Love is and never will be a game where true love is concerned.
Nobody plans who to fall in love with.
If so,
It isn't Love after all.
Coincidence and initiativity binds together the gaps of two totally different people.
Confession has brought me guilt.
Can these 3 little words possibly mean anything when you say it to everyone you come across?
Is it possible that these 3 words may also mean the world to another?

Refrained myself from crying.
You gave us 4 months to the most.
And then I had to let You go for good.
Girl it's hard.
Especially when I haven't got a clue what the future holds for me.
I just want to always be here with You.
Fate hasn't given us much good times.
I'm afraid of saying the wrong things which will lead me to losing You.
Deep down You know that my heart is crying for You.
I've been looking for love in every possible place,
And found it at You.

***If I stayed if You tried if we could only turn back time

Have you ever been in love so bad you'd do anything to make them understand? Have you ever searched for words to get you in the heart, but you don't know what to say, and you don't know where to start?

Saturday, July 05, 2003

I don't want The date to come,
The day where my world would come crashing down on me again.
Up till today,
Haven't gotten a clue if I gotten over reality.
I still love You more than I can say.
Precious as she may be,
She's gone forever.
I guess this is another road closer to her.

Love,
Can be expressed easily and readily,
Yet it can be difficult.
An emotion felt by everyone alive,
Unbrushable rush of desires.
A skill.
Emotions,
Strange tingles and expressions felt by the heart.
Mild to extreme.
Eternity,
Love exists in that.
Destiny,
We create our own,
And yet it is as uncontrollable as tears.
Fate,
That is not planned by God either,
Beings change it.
Hurt,
When You lose someone You love.
Complacency,
Not knowing what you have until you've lost it,
Constantly taking things and people around you forgranted.
Joy,
When love is returned,
Or even when people around you are happy.
Helpless,
When the things you do cannot change situations.
Dreams,
Fantasies people attempt to mould into reality.
And finally,
You,
Someone who means everything to me.
For now and always.

If I could girl i'd make You see that I'm sorry and that I need You here with me..
Iris

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest thing to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

Friday, July 04, 2003

Have been busy,
Just to not think of You.
Wonder if You know I'm here.
If You looked into me and saw what was going on inside,
Would You even care.

The memories are here to keep.
The future lies in us deep.
Questioned God once why You were the way You are.
I have never gotten the answer so far.
Wonder if You'll ever pick me,
As I have picked You,
To love for the rest of my existence.
Smile,
You would have said.
You gave me your blessing for Her,
Not knowing You are her.

///Loving you for all of my life

Thursday, July 03, 2003

Chinese orals are finally over.
Wheehee!
Tomorrow will be better - Art.

Hey Girl I think I'm addicted to You.
You yes YOU.
Think You should know who You are.
Can't brush You off my thoughts.
I'm so glad You are in my life.
In love with You.
Hopefully You will read this and understand I mean it.
If I had the chance,
I'd show You that You mean soooo much to me.
Wanna shout to the whole world that I Love You.
Please don't ever doubt.
Looking forward to talk to You but You were never there.

My love for You is true..

Wednesday, July 02, 2003

Oooh today is a wonderful delightful day~
Everyone is online.
So is She.
Exilherated to know she is here.
Merrily merrily merrily,
Life is but a dream.
Gurl I'm having a lil more confidence today to really tell You from my heart I Love You.

Can't wait till Friday and Saturday.
[Friday] Art till 8pm and after that comes dinner with the gang.
[Saturday] Movie!

Damn it.
Tomorrow is chinese orals.
Will my tongue get caught halfway and will I start stammering?

Had a pretty good chat with Dcd today.
The D.C.D.
The gal who is always here for me.
Love You gal.

To all pals who were always there for me,
Best friend Jinger Anju Lerler,
Thank you.
-Smiles-

Everyday I Love You..

Tuesday, July 01, 2003

Can YOU tell me straight in the face if what I'm feeling isn't real?
Have no idea where I'm heading towards now.
Please tell me?