Finally finished with my O levels paintings.
All four!
Now going on to the interviews : 6 interviews.
Dance Festival at tpjc was fun,
Especially the dancing session after the competition.
Forgot to bring my ticket initially,
Cherie accompanied me home to get it.
Thanks cherie!
Most of all,
I missed Dear very much.
Sad sad we didn't get to talk so much today cause she's at her family chalet.
To Mabel : I hope you realised that blowing up at your friends and simply saying sorry will NOT be an always thing.
I may have disappointed you,
But stil you needn't blow up at all of them with that same crude msg.
And maybe that temper of yours can be curbed a lil?
Nobody has mattered this much since a long time.
I wanna be the person who will draw a smile from every tear and frown.
I hope you never leave me,
I hope you'll always stay.
For every thought of doubt,
And every thought of insecurity I once had,
No more longer will these feelings stay.
Being with You is living each day without any regrets.
Thank you for all the love I'm getting now.
Thank you for all the joy I'm getting in You.
And most of all Thank You for the love I'm having in You.
We'll never part for now,
But if we do ever one day,
I just wanna let you know,
I'm all about You.
Thursday, July 17, 2003
Today 'BONDED' with michele.
Went TM with her and a shared KFC meal.
Mich ate most of e meal
-pouts-
But it was fun.
Stalked Mabes and Ed.
Mich and Mabes met gf.
Mich went on and on about how feminine gf seemed.
Saw numerous famliiar faces around at TM.
Firstly Lisi with her hair cut,
Secondly Keith with his nerdy look.
Got some interesting entertainment news about my sister.
My lil girl is growin up
-beams-
Ooh tmr,
Dance Fest!
Gonna be helluva good time!
Haven't decided what to wear.
Don't think I'll be going school,
Will be at school after school for art I hope.
Dear wrote 2 poems and a short note for me,
And I gave her a lil teddy bear.
Dear if You ever read this,
I love you!
fenix tx - tearjerker
Which of these sad songs are you?
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Went TM with her and a shared KFC meal.
Mich ate most of e meal
-pouts-
But it was fun.
Stalked Mabes and Ed.
Mich and Mabes met gf.
Mich went on and on about how feminine gf seemed.
Saw numerous famliiar faces around at TM.
Firstly Lisi with her hair cut,
Secondly Keith with his nerdy look.
Got some interesting entertainment news about my sister.
My lil girl is growin up
-beams-
Ooh tmr,
Dance Fest!
Gonna be helluva good time!
Haven't decided what to wear.
Don't think I'll be going school,
Will be at school after school for art I hope.
Dear wrote 2 poems and a short note for me,
And I gave her a lil teddy bear.
Dear if You ever read this,
I love you!
fenix tx - tearjerker
Which of these sad songs are you?
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Tuesday, July 15, 2003
Very much disheartened upon getting news that Raodah, Rozita and Izyan are disrespectful enough to rummage thru' those things,
The things we've been giving Marion.
How tactless can one get?
All in the name of friendship.
Noone needs friendship with people like you around man.
Swear I would have slapped them right in the face when they came into 4/1 and acting all as if it was their class.
Just because you all have friends from 4/1 don't think you all damn big fucks,
Cause I ain't entertaining your shits.
Stop your fuck before I get hasty.
To Dionne : Don't hate him.
It ain't entirely his fault.
Read retta's blog.
Didn't feel a single bit offended.
Instead I thought that what she mentioned made loads of sense.
It's not fair the way some people remember certain people and not the others.
Life is basically not fair,
How some get it better than others.
How some are remembered more than others.
How some are discriminated.
Every death of a loved one affects each and everyone of us.
It matters whether that certain person is remembered in time to come.
But life still goes on.. Doesnt it?
Ok the exciting part of the week : Class photo taking sessions AND meeting darling tmr AND dance fest at tpjc AND family outing!!
4/1's bringing brushes and paints and palettes and aprons and hats for the informal shot?
Heeeeeeeeeeeex fun!
Family outing this sat.
From 11am to 7pm if possible.
Wiping out the whole of Orchard.
The things we've been giving Marion.
How tactless can one get?
All in the name of friendship.
Noone needs friendship with people like you around man.
Swear I would have slapped them right in the face when they came into 4/1 and acting all as if it was their class.
Just because you all have friends from 4/1 don't think you all damn big fucks,
Cause I ain't entertaining your shits.
Stop your fuck before I get hasty.
To Dionne : Don't hate him.
It ain't entirely his fault.
Read retta's blog.
Didn't feel a single bit offended.
Instead I thought that what she mentioned made loads of sense.
It's not fair the way some people remember certain people and not the others.
Life is basically not fair,
How some get it better than others.
How some are remembered more than others.
How some are discriminated.
Every death of a loved one affects each and everyone of us.
It matters whether that certain person is remembered in time to come.
But life still goes on.. Doesnt it?
Ok the exciting part of the week : Class photo taking sessions AND meeting darling tmr AND dance fest at tpjc AND family outing!!
4/1's bringing brushes and paints and palettes and aprons and hats for the informal shot?
Heeeeeeeeeeeex fun!
Family outing this sat.
From 11am to 7pm if possible.
Wiping out the whole of Orchard.
Monday, July 14, 2003
I felt myself sink into nostalgia when I saw gift wrappers and cards I had give you,
Two years ago...
All laid nicely beside your books.
They felt pain,
So did I.
It was the little parts of life that mattered to You so much,
Seeing the little parts of life that made up You,
I froze and unknowingly the tears couldnt stop themselves from falling.
He was there,
I was the first to greet him.
He has changed,
So has everything else.
I wonder if I have appreciated you enough when You were still here.
Guilt and depression tore me apart at that very moment,
I must have been the luckiest person ever to be this treasured by You.
Yes friends forever we are.
You and I.
No words ever written or thought would ever describe how much I'm missing you.
A pain in my heart I felt,
When I saw the once little puppy now turned into a Ownerless adult.
The countless times the word Nostalgia keeps flashing in my mind.
Losing You was the worst downfall tumbled on me.
Would do just anything to have you right by my side,
Embracing each other with all the friendship we've kept inside all along.
Nothing can take this love away.
We were more than just friends,
We were true friends.
You are special.
To me.
It's like a dream.
A dream come true.
True friends.
Me and You.
Two years ago...
All laid nicely beside your books.
They felt pain,
So did I.
It was the little parts of life that mattered to You so much,
Seeing the little parts of life that made up You,
I froze and unknowingly the tears couldnt stop themselves from falling.
He was there,
I was the first to greet him.
He has changed,
So has everything else.
I wonder if I have appreciated you enough when You were still here.
Guilt and depression tore me apart at that very moment,
I must have been the luckiest person ever to be this treasured by You.
Yes friends forever we are.
You and I.
No words ever written or thought would ever describe how much I'm missing you.
A pain in my heart I felt,
When I saw the once little puppy now turned into a Ownerless adult.
The countless times the word Nostalgia keeps flashing in my mind.
Losing You was the worst downfall tumbled on me.
Would do just anything to have you right by my side,
Embracing each other with all the friendship we've kept inside all along.
Nothing can take this love away.
We were more than just friends,
We were true friends.
You are special.
To me.
It's like a dream.
A dream come true.
True friends.
Me and You.
Sunday, July 13, 2003
Tml's Jinger's birthday.
Quite excited.
Today went to get her present.
Gf came to my house today after shopping
She was so frightened of baby.
So cute.
Tml also marks the one year that I'll be without [10] in my life.
Awfully afraid.
There's this queasy feeling in me whenever I think of tml as the One year death anniversary.
I miss you gal.
And love You even more.
[17]and[10]..
Friends forever =)
Quite excited.
Today went to get her present.
Gf came to my house today after shopping
She was so frightened of baby.
So cute.
Tml also marks the one year that I'll be without [10] in my life.
Awfully afraid.
There's this queasy feeling in me whenever I think of tml as the One year death anniversary.
I miss you gal.
And love You even more.
[17]and[10]..
Friends forever =)
Saturday, July 12, 2003
I can't remember the last time that we kissed goodbye
All our "I love you's" were just not enough to survive
Something your eyes never told me
But it's only now too plain to see
Brilliant disguise when you hold me
And I'm free
I've been thinking and here's what I've come to conclude
Sometimes the distance is more than two people can use
But how could I have known girl
It was time and not space you would need
Darling tonight I could hold you and you would know
But would you believe
There's a light in your eyes that I used to see
There's a place in your heart where I used to be
Was I wrong to assume that you were waiting for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me
Cards and phone calls and photograph pictures of you
Constant reminder of all the things you get used to
Is there a chance in hell or heaven
That there's still something here to build on
Or do you just pick up the pieces after they fall
But after all
There's a light in your eyes that I used to see
And a song in the words that you spoke to me
Was I wrong to believe in your melody
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me?
Should I keep on waiting or does love keep on fading away
Fading away
It's been a while since I've seen you so how have you been
Did you get my letter I wrote you, but I did not send
I tried to call your old number
But the voice that I heard on the phone
I recognized but she told me the number was wrong
There's a light in my eyes but it's too bright to see
And a pain in my heart where you used to be
Guess I was wrong to assume that you were waiting here for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me?
All that I ever needed laid right in front of my eyes.
It was You.
The One.
Focusing all my affection to You,
I can't find a single reason to be put down.
Love was never indescribable till I had You.
Yes I'll be loving You always.
I'll put aside all my fears,
They will haunt me no more.
Cause you're all that I need.
When I close my eyes,
All that I see is You.
I've finally found everything I've wanted, In You.
I may not love You the way You want me to,
But I'm putting my all into.
And all that I am now,
I thank You.
All our "I love you's" were just not enough to survive
Something your eyes never told me
But it's only now too plain to see
Brilliant disguise when you hold me
And I'm free
I've been thinking and here's what I've come to conclude
Sometimes the distance is more than two people can use
But how could I have known girl
It was time and not space you would need
Darling tonight I could hold you and you would know
But would you believe
There's a light in your eyes that I used to see
There's a place in your heart where I used to be
Was I wrong to assume that you were waiting for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me
Cards and phone calls and photograph pictures of you
Constant reminder of all the things you get used to
Is there a chance in hell or heaven
That there's still something here to build on
Or do you just pick up the pieces after they fall
But after all
There's a light in your eyes that I used to see
And a song in the words that you spoke to me
Was I wrong to believe in your melody
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me?
Should I keep on waiting or does love keep on fading away
Fading away
It's been a while since I've seen you so how have you been
Did you get my letter I wrote you, but I did not send
I tried to call your old number
But the voice that I heard on the phone
I recognized but she told me the number was wrong
There's a light in my eyes but it's too bright to see
And a pain in my heart where you used to be
Guess I was wrong to assume that you were waiting here for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me?
All that I ever needed laid right in front of my eyes.
It was You.
The One.
Focusing all my affection to You,
I can't find a single reason to be put down.
Love was never indescribable till I had You.
Yes I'll be loving You always.
I'll put aside all my fears,
They will haunt me no more.
Cause you're all that I need.
When I close my eyes,
All that I see is You.
I've finally found everything I've wanted, In You.
I may not love You the way You want me to,
But I'm putting my all into.
And all that I am now,
I thank You.
Friday, July 11, 2003
What a day.
Feeling miserable.
Quite alone the whole day..
Friends.
What are they?
I've quite lost the real meaning of friendship.
But when I think of Marion it somehow makes friendship beautiful beyond description.
By death, we have become friends for eternity.
Thanks Anjula for being with me the whole day.
Baby ran out of house.
Fucking sister was talking on the phone in the hall that she couldn't even see baby run out??
Thanks for making my day better, to Whoever who's trying to screw my day.
*//_if i had everyday, i would take everyday to tell you I Love You
Feeling miserable.
Quite alone the whole day..
Friends.
What are they?
I've quite lost the real meaning of friendship.
But when I think of Marion it somehow makes friendship beautiful beyond description.
By death, we have become friends for eternity.
Thanks Anjula for being with me the whole day.
Baby ran out of house.
Fucking sister was talking on the phone in the hall that she couldn't even see baby run out??
Thanks for making my day better, to Whoever who's trying to screw my day.
*//_if i had everyday, i would take everyday to tell you I Love You
Thursday, July 10, 2003
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