The jeering faces that encircled the table of dinner mocked at eighteen years of battle walls that have been constructed just to disintegrate in a fraction of a minute. A pause of twelve ticking minutes consumed sensibility, followed up by blank dazes and evoked thoughts. On the innermost, an emotional-malfunction ran the system of humanity upside down.

I try, am trying and have been trying for 18 years, but my efforts aren't of any importance to anyone at all, anymore.