Mum, why can't you just see that she's been here all along to make me happy when nobody else tries?

Education, career-to-be, family, diploma-to-get; all fucked. I'm just not capable of holding the remainder of sturdiness I once shouldered. Not worth the hassle of the extra acre I request of you. The excitement and thrilling anticipation diminished to a shuffling grain of could-be(s). I admit finally, that I am lost in this wilderness you call growing up to reality and adulthood.

Girlfriend, I need you to help me stand strong, rooted with strength and faith.