Monday, May 15, 2006

There is no future, because we cling onto backward stories. There is no future, because we both know we will never change. Well we never did, did we? We kept promising we'd work things out, we still do but those pledges seemingly fade into minor candied nothings we both love to hear. We had Lucas, Bryce and Andrea, our 4 room apartment, 4 dogs - all in mind. They're just memories I would like to hold onto now, only because I can't face those days all over again. They were the sweetest days I've ever remembered experiencing. I wish you'd told me you'd stay, a month and fourteen days ago.

Did you love me while you ignored my calls and left me to fend for myself? Did you love me when you made the decision to spite me by claiming to love her? Did you love me when you tossed the dice and decided to hand me over to the owner of the best bidding for me? Did you love me then? Why do you love me now, if not then? Why only now?

I never could imagine, life without you
From the moment you walked into my world
Never knew how long a loving flame could burn
But losing you has forced me to learn
That we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it's better if we just let it go

So let's have

One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong
Let's stay here for awhile and
Cherish every moment we're in denial
We both know
Its better if we just let it go

Everytime I try to take a stand at all
I see your face again and I fall
In the middle of the night there's the scent of a rose
The smell of your perfume I suppose
But we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it's better if we just let it go

So let's have

Baby if we met each other under a different sky
Maybe then things would be much better between you and I
We could always hold on to this one special thing we share
But it would be too much for us to bear
So let's have

We both know
It's better if we just let it go