Sunday, March 26, 2006

Everything hurts so much now. I don't know how long my tolerance will endure this ordeal. I'm on the shelf, whilst you're down there choosing between the other alternatives from the shelf. You're the only one I believed in settling down, marrying, building a home together with, bearing children for, growing old with and a lifetime promise. You used to need me to share the same vision with you. I've fallen so hard and deep, and I really want it with you. Now, I don't know if you need me to believe in that. My heart's smudged with pain, can't you tell? My eyes are swelling from fatigue, doesn't it ache your heart? My emotions are faking in front of you because I'm afraid, aren't you in worry? Why did you have to break it to my face in anger that you regret this 15 months and that you hated yourself for loving me? How did things end up like that? Why do I need you, whilst you're needing to be alone? Why can't you just tell, that I've been trying my best to amend for my mistakes, and not to hurt you? How do you feel when you say things that pains me? My mind's in a whirlpool of irony and contradiction, don't you want to be with me always?

Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.


Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.


I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

I love you
I need you
I want you
..the way I do