Friday, September 12, 2003

Went Dear's house again today.
She had severe headache on the right side of her head.
Didn't wanna see the doc so she just laid on me and slept cause she felt uncomfortable lying down.
Dear was looking through my hp today and she saw many msgs which made her a lil uncomfortable inside,
Although she didn't wanna say it.
That girl ransacked my bag.
Left her place in the evening and left for tampines interchange so I could get dinner for my sis and I.
Dear accompanied me to get dinner.
Then she sent me home.
Missing her already although I'm just back.
Hopefully she's already safe and sound at home.
She looks awfully irresistable when she's asleep.
Love my baby,
Miss her so much.
Thankful I have her to with me.
Now that I won't have to feel lonely and empty anymore.
Dear, You complete me.
Filled up the empty spaces in my life.
You bring a smile to my face no matter what reasons there are to frown.
New word I learnt today : Sadomasochism
Sadomasochism - Sa?do?mas?o?chism n. Abbr. S-M, s-m, S & M, s & m Psychology. The perversion of deriving pleasure, especially sexual pleasure, from simultaneous sadism and masochism.
'Thanks' so much Wenting for being as bold as this.


Love, Me

I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat and he showed it once to me
He said "Boy, you might not understand but a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none but I loved your Grandma so

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter and this is what it said"

If you get there before I do don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darlin' wait and see
And between now and then till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her his eyes filled up with tears

And between now and then till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me



That's All

I can only give you love that lasts forever,
And a promise to be near each time you call.
And the only heart I own
For you and you alone
That's all,
That's all

I can only give you country walks in springtime
And a hand to hold when leaves begin to fall;
And a love whose burning light
Will warm the winter night
That's all,
That's all.

There are those I am sure who have told you,
They would give you the world for a toy.
All I have are these arms to enfold you,
And a love time can never destroy.

If you're wondering what I'm asking in return, dear,
You'll be glad to know that my demands are small.
Say it's me that you'll adore,
For now and evermore
That's all,
That's all.

If you're wondering what I'm asking in return, dear,
You'll be glad to know that my demands are small.
Say it's me that you'll adore,
For now and evermore
That's all,
That's all.