I wish I could die right now, and be away from this god-damned world. I don't know what has gotten over me, but it isn't anything good. For the past week, I've been nothing but a cry-nut. I'm lost to why I've been treating people coldly. It's one of those times when I feel really lonely and I need someone with me, but at the same time I want to be alone. I need to do some reflection and I need to talk to God. I don't know what I'm blogging about. I don't know what to blog about anymore. I need to pray. Goodnight.