It was almost telepathic. I'm not sure if these are just simply moodswings, or am I really feeling the way I do. I'm depressed (and yes, I am announcing it). Nothing is wrong but at the same time, nothing is right. God help me. I need to stop lying to myself. It feels so lousy I need to cry. I think I should. Keeping everything inside me will just kill me, someday. I can feel that day arriving.