Separated
If love was a bird
Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky
We'd be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you
If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts
So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated
If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold
If love was a sport
We're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you
So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated
Girl I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you, I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go
So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated
Saturday, August 30, 2003
I guess now it’s time
For me to give up, I feel it’s time
Got a picture of you beside me
Got your lipstick mark still on your coffee cup, oh yeah
Got a fist of pure emotion
Got a head of shattered dreams
Gotta leave it, gotta leave it all behind me
Whatever I said, whatever I did
I didn’t mean it, I just want you back for good
(Want you back, want you back, want you back for good)
Whenever I’m wrong
Just tell me the song, and I’ll sing it
You’ll be right and understood
(Want you back, want you back)
I want you back for good (want you back for good)
Unaware, but underlined
I figured out this story (no no)
It wasn’t good (no no)
But in a corner of my mind (corner of my mind)
I celebrated glory
But that was not to be
In the twist of separation
You excelled at being free
Can’t you find (can’t you find)
A little room inside for me?
Whatever I said, whatever I did (whenever I’m wrong, I tell you)
I didn’t mean it, I just want you back for good
(Want you back, want you back)
See, I want you back for good (want you back for good)
Whenever I’m wrong (whenever I’m wrong, I tell you)
Just tell me the song, and I’ll sing it
You’ll be right and understood
(Want you back, want you back)
I want you back for good (want you back for good)
And we’ll be together
This time is forever (forever, now)
We’ll be fighting, and forever we will be
So complete in our love, we will never be uncovered again
Whatever I said, whatever I did (whenever I’m wrong, I tell you)
I didn’t mean it, I just want you back for good.
(Want you back, want you back, want you back for good)
Whenever I’m wrong (whenever I’m wrong, I tell you)
Just tell me the song, and I’ll sing it
You’ll be right and understood,
(Want you back, want you back, want you back)
See, I want you back for good (want you back for good)
(Whatever I said, whatever I did) whenever I’m wrong, I tell you
(I didn’t mean it, I just want you back for good)
(Want you back) want you back (want you back)
I want you back for good (want you back for good)
(Whenever I’m wrong) whenever I’m wrong, I tell you
(Just tell me the song, and I’ll sing it)
(You’ll be right and understood)
I want you back (want you back) I want you back (want you back)
See, I want you back for good want you back for good)
Oh, yeah
I guess now it’s time
That you came back for good.
For me to give up, I feel it’s time
Got a picture of you beside me
Got your lipstick mark still on your coffee cup, oh yeah
Got a fist of pure emotion
Got a head of shattered dreams
Gotta leave it, gotta leave it all behind me
Whatever I said, whatever I did
I didn’t mean it, I just want you back for good
(Want you back, want you back, want you back for good)
Whenever I’m wrong
Just tell me the song, and I’ll sing it
You’ll be right and understood
(Want you back, want you back)
I want you back for good (want you back for good)
Unaware, but underlined
I figured out this story (no no)
It wasn’t good (no no)
But in a corner of my mind (corner of my mind)
I celebrated glory
But that was not to be
In the twist of separation
You excelled at being free
Can’t you find (can’t you find)
A little room inside for me?
Whatever I said, whatever I did (whenever I’m wrong, I tell you)
I didn’t mean it, I just want you back for good
(Want you back, want you back)
See, I want you back for good (want you back for good)
Whenever I’m wrong (whenever I’m wrong, I tell you)
Just tell me the song, and I’ll sing it
You’ll be right and understood
(Want you back, want you back)
I want you back for good (want you back for good)
And we’ll be together
This time is forever (forever, now)
We’ll be fighting, and forever we will be
So complete in our love, we will never be uncovered again
Whatever I said, whatever I did (whenever I’m wrong, I tell you)
I didn’t mean it, I just want you back for good.
(Want you back, want you back, want you back for good)
Whenever I’m wrong (whenever I’m wrong, I tell you)
Just tell me the song, and I’ll sing it
You’ll be right and understood,
(Want you back, want you back, want you back)
See, I want you back for good (want you back for good)
(Whatever I said, whatever I did) whenever I’m wrong, I tell you
(I didn’t mean it, I just want you back for good)
(Want you back) want you back (want you back)
I want you back for good (want you back for good)
(Whenever I’m wrong) whenever I’m wrong, I tell you
(Just tell me the song, and I’ll sing it)
(You’ll be right and understood)
I want you back (want you back) I want you back (want you back)
See, I want you back for good want you back for good)
Oh, yeah
I guess now it’s time
That you came back for good.
Art today was practically fruitless.
Miss Low didn't come again due to her chalet.
After that went to meet Her.
Slacked for so long let's say 4 hours?
Miss her although I was right beside Her all the time at the airport.
Afraid I'd never get this chance to be right beside her again.
Had the urge to give her a hug but my guts drew me back.
Gave her the presents after we set down.
At the end of everything,
She offered to wait for my bus to come before She walked home.
Sweet.
She didn't comment much on the presents.
Maybe they weren't nice,
Maybe she didn't like it,
Or maybe I'm just being paranoid.
I don't blame Her at all for being harsh.
Cause I truly deserved it for turning my back on her back then.
Wish I could turn back time.
I can't let go I can't give up.
Intuition tells me I'm gonna be stuck on You for a very long time,
Fate tells me I made a mistake and I should face the music,
Dreams say You'll be mine again if I just wait and try.
Which is it?
Keep disallowing myself to cry,
But it never helped.
I still am holding on no matter what.
Cause I'll never know when You'll ever come back to me again.
I can't risk any chances.
Can't risk You...
I could say I Love You
It hurts me deep in my heart
Wo bu neng xiang ni zhe yang shuo fen le jiu wang
Wo zhi yang shi jian jiang hai shi wang le mian qiang
Guo qu bu xiang
Quan bu ying cang
Miss Low didn't come again due to her chalet.
After that went to meet Her.
Slacked for so long let's say 4 hours?
Miss her although I was right beside Her all the time at the airport.
Afraid I'd never get this chance to be right beside her again.
Had the urge to give her a hug but my guts drew me back.
Gave her the presents after we set down.
At the end of everything,
She offered to wait for my bus to come before She walked home.
Sweet.
She didn't comment much on the presents.
Maybe they weren't nice,
Maybe she didn't like it,
Or maybe I'm just being paranoid.
I don't blame Her at all for being harsh.
Cause I truly deserved it for turning my back on her back then.
Wish I could turn back time.
I can't let go I can't give up.
Intuition tells me I'm gonna be stuck on You for a very long time,
Fate tells me I made a mistake and I should face the music,
Dreams say You'll be mine again if I just wait and try.
Which is it?
Keep disallowing myself to cry,
But it never helped.
I still am holding on no matter what.
Cause I'll never know when You'll ever come back to me again.
I can't risk any chances.
Can't risk You...
I could say I Love You
It hurts me deep in my heart
Wo bu neng xiang ni zhe yang shuo fen le jiu wang
Wo zhi yang shi jian jiang hai shi wang le mian qiang
Guo qu bu xiang
Quan bu ying cang
Friday, August 29, 2003
Didn't get to do any art today thanks to Miss Low being busy again.
Money all spent on Forbidden City tix.
Had to claim money back from Anjula.
Dance by 'Energy' was hilarious cause they kept acting like petrified chickens.
Their moves were chaotic.
Liked the ballet performance.
It was pretty captivating.
Last but not least,
I thought of Her almost all day long.
Missed her...
Do I have to tell You I'm not alright for You to know I'm not alright?
Tried with my best now to convince You yet You wouldn't let me.
Once promised I wouldn't let anything dampen my will to wait for You and get You back,
Yet I'm breaking that promise.
I once had You yet I chose to let go of all that I had.
Let me cry.
Let this lost soul of mind unleash with tears.
This limit to endurance is causing me to fall apart.
Because You Loved Me plays,
Faint sobs turn to hysterical cries.
Never wish to see You fall apart cause of anyone again.
Neither what I do nor say will be able to capture Your heart again.
I don't wish for false hopes.
I don't need for anyone else.
Getting over You is as difficult as making You understand I can't move on.
One minute it's happiness and the other it's sadness.
Gifts I'd planned to to give You since a year ago still unsent.
Contemplating with the help of prayers whether they should be given this year.
Confusion has brought about a tornado in the inside of me.
I ain't no immortal.
This emptiness I'm feeling has never ceased since You were gone.
If love was to always feel this excruciating,
I'd rather be gone and never to have tasted love at all.
Make me into a person without emotions nor feelings,
Maybe then there wouldn't be tears nor heart breaks.
God loves his creation.
A mother loves her child.
And I love You.
Everyone's worlds revolve around Love.
I didn't mean to.
Take it all back right from the start when I never was ever in love.
It hurts to be yearning for this feeling ever since You gave it to me.
The problem now lies with me.
You've left yet I'm foolishly attempting to catch You again.
As difficult as this may seem,
I'm not giving up.
Don't let this heart be one without a home.
//Which way do I turn from here?
Money all spent on Forbidden City tix.
Had to claim money back from Anjula.
Dance by 'Energy' was hilarious cause they kept acting like petrified chickens.
Their moves were chaotic.
Liked the ballet performance.
It was pretty captivating.
Last but not least,
I thought of Her almost all day long.
Missed her...
Do I have to tell You I'm not alright for You to know I'm not alright?
Tried with my best now to convince You yet You wouldn't let me.
Once promised I wouldn't let anything dampen my will to wait for You and get You back,
Yet I'm breaking that promise.
I once had You yet I chose to let go of all that I had.
Let me cry.
Let this lost soul of mind unleash with tears.
This limit to endurance is causing me to fall apart.
Because You Loved Me plays,
Faint sobs turn to hysterical cries.
Never wish to see You fall apart cause of anyone again.
Neither what I do nor say will be able to capture Your heart again.
I don't wish for false hopes.
I don't need for anyone else.
Getting over You is as difficult as making You understand I can't move on.
One minute it's happiness and the other it's sadness.
Gifts I'd planned to to give You since a year ago still unsent.
Contemplating with the help of prayers whether they should be given this year.
Confusion has brought about a tornado in the inside of me.
I ain't no immortal.
This emptiness I'm feeling has never ceased since You were gone.
If love was to always feel this excruciating,
I'd rather be gone and never to have tasted love at all.
Make me into a person without emotions nor feelings,
Maybe then there wouldn't be tears nor heart breaks.
God loves his creation.
A mother loves her child.
And I love You.
Everyone's worlds revolve around Love.
I didn't mean to.
Take it all back right from the start when I never was ever in love.
It hurts to be yearning for this feeling ever since You gave it to me.
The problem now lies with me.
You've left yet I'm foolishly attempting to catch You again.
As difficult as this may seem,
I'm not giving up.
Don't let this heart be one without a home.
//Which way do I turn from here?
Thursday, August 28, 2003
Nothing much happened today.
Found out things which I didn't expect to turn out true.
Have tuition later at 7pm.
Oh man I still have art to finish,
Have to conclude the interviews.
They graded my essay.
An A!
-Beams-
Been missing Her alot today.
Mentioning her to Shereen and Bf till they got quite sick of it.
Finalised this saturday's meeting.
Cross my fingers and pray hard this meeting will not be cancelled like the others before this.
You know I love You.
Found out things which I didn't expect to turn out true.
Have tuition later at 7pm.
Oh man I still have art to finish,
Have to conclude the interviews.
They graded my essay.
An A!
-Beams-
Been missing Her alot today.
Mentioning her to Shereen and Bf till they got quite sick of it.
Finalised this saturday's meeting.
Cross my fingers and pray hard this meeting will not be cancelled like the others before this.
Wednesday, August 27, 2003
Anjula has psycho fans I swear.
Anways school was alright today.
Went parkway with the gang and ended up critisizing most of the butches I saw there.
Two guys came up to me in the bus to say hi - VS seniors.
Lamers those two.
Walked away though.
Saw the little red dot dangling above.
Waiting for everyone's wishes to reach the sky.
Mine has soared up to the heavens.
I shut my eyes and paused still to wish.
I prayed to God silently as the tears started trickling down.
Unavoidably constantly thought of You.
Won't You come back to my side again?
You brought the most radiant sparks of happiness into my life,
Don't ever take it away from me.
You brought alive these fantasies I've ever dreamt of.
A part of You has been living within me ever since I left the keys to my soul to You.
Miss you so...
Anways school was alright today.
Went parkway with the gang and ended up critisizing most of the butches I saw there.
Two guys came up to me in the bus to say hi - VS seniors.
Lamers those two.
Walked away though.
Saw the little red dot dangling above.
Waiting for everyone's wishes to reach the sky.
Mine has soared up to the heavens.
I shut my eyes and paused still to wish.
I prayed to God silently as the tears started trickling down.
Unavoidably constantly thought of You.
Won't You come back to my side again?
You brought the most radiant sparks of happiness into my life,
Don't ever take it away from me.
You brought alive these fantasies I've ever dreamt of.
A part of You has been living within me ever since I left the keys to my soul to You.
Miss you so...
Tuesday, August 26, 2003
Heylllllllllloooo!!! Tis' da class rascal u r "speaking" to. Hmm.. Well, you might be wondering what da heck am i doing in Ryl's blog right. *Snigger*
I'm not telling you! *Teehee* Michelle ere btw. Some fella peering at what i'm typin over my shoulder. Invasion of "privacy". Haha.. Anyway, i'm having a considerably gd time here la.. Wahaha! Ooh.. I c Ryl's best friend online! Eeks. Muahaha. Ryl's so hard at work doin her bledi S.S. werk. Bah. Dun tink i'm gona bother myself with it tonight. Din even bother bringin the book home. Heh. Arlo ppl! Always be careful of what you say or do yeah. Okay... June's buleeying Cher! Hahaha! Seems like June's the older sis! Snicker. Okey dokees! I'm lazy to type nemore. Toodles~!
Till my next entry, fare thee well. =) (BAD ONE. THE SISTERS ARE FIGHTING!!!!!)
I'm not telling you! *Teehee* Michelle ere btw. Some fella peering at what i'm typin over my shoulder. Invasion of "privacy". Haha.. Anyway, i'm having a considerably gd time here la.. Wahaha! Ooh.. I c Ryl's best friend online! Eeks. Muahaha. Ryl's so hard at work doin her bledi S.S. werk. Bah. Dun tink i'm gona bother myself with it tonight. Din even bother bringin the book home. Heh. Arlo ppl! Always be careful of what you say or do yeah. Okay... June's buleeying Cher! Hahaha! Seems like June's the older sis! Snicker. Okey dokees! I'm lazy to type nemore. Toodles~!
Till my next entry, fare thee well. =) (BAD ONE. THE SISTERS ARE FIGHTING!!!!!)
Monday, August 25, 2003
Went SAM today finally.
Left my wallet in the bus again,
Causing Miss Low to be troubled again.
Stayed back for art at the art gallery with Krys and Di.
Had a brilliantly good chat with both of them especially Krys.
Got to thinking of 12 almost the whole day today.
Took 608 with Krys today to bedok interchange.
Asked 12 out on Sat.
She agreed.
*Nervous to the bones*
I love 12.
12 says:
haiz...
12 says:
last time ya very scared when i go out wiv my frens hoh?
№§tά₤gїậ T here w ill b e n o w hite f lag a bove m y d oor || I 'm i n l ove a nd a lways w ill b e says:
why lei..
№§tά₤gїậ T here w ill b e n o w hite f lag a bove m y d oor || I 'm i n l ove a nd a lways w ill b e says:
got ar? >.<
12 says:
gt....u'll call n sae so late...still wiv my frens..having fun n 4get boud ya...
12 says:
den u'll gt angry...
№§tά₤gїậ T here w ill b e n o w hite f lag a bove m y d oor || I 'm i n l ove a nd a lways w ill b e says:
haha..
№§tά₤gїậ T here w ill b e n o w hite f lag a bove m y d oor || I 'm i n l ove a nd a lways w ill b e says:
*nodnod*
№§tά₤gїậ T here w ill b e n o w hite f lag a bove m y d oor || I 'm i n l ove a nd a lways w ill b e says:
like ur attention wat....
12 says:
den i'll b so sad
She told me some things which friends have told me weeks ago.
It's making me feel so guilty loving Her again.
Can't do without her yet have to.
Do I really have to swallow this feelings I still have for Her inside me because of this guilt?
Many times I've told You I can't put You off my mind but the fact is I can't.
Why do You keep changing the subject when I'm pouring out to You?
I'm crying right now but You don't know it.
Many times I've contemplated on calling You just to hear Your voice again,
But never mustered the guts to.
What should I do to make You understand I'm not lying?
Why does She care so much about others when the one laid right in front of Her eyes are weeping from this lack of Her return of love?
I'm clueless how to stay strong now.
I need to let go but I haven't been able to the past year plus.
So worned out by these doubts and feelings of upcoming rejection from You.
The sixth sense.
I don't wanna feel the pain before it comes.
Can we ever return to where we were?
Need to convince You and try to let You know I'm still in love with You.
But how?
Upteen times I fervously tried to convince You.
I still love You,
Never will stop loving You.
Left my wallet in the bus again,
Causing Miss Low to be troubled again.
Stayed back for art at the art gallery with Krys and Di.
Had a brilliantly good chat with both of them especially Krys.
Got to thinking of 12 almost the whole day today.
Took 608 with Krys today to bedok interchange.
Asked 12 out on Sat.
She agreed.
*Nervous to the bones*
I love 12.
12 says:
haiz...
12 says:
last time ya very scared when i go out wiv my frens hoh?
№§tά₤gїậ T here w ill b e n o w hite f lag a bove m y d oor || I 'm i n l ove a nd a lways w ill b e says:
why lei..
№§tά₤gїậ T here w ill b e n o w hite f lag a bove m y d oor || I 'm i n l ove a nd a lways w ill b e says:
got ar? >.<
12 says:
gt....u'll call n sae so late...still wiv my frens..having fun n 4get boud ya...
12 says:
den u'll gt angry...
№§tά₤gїậ T here w ill b e n o w hite f lag a bove m y d oor || I 'm i n l ove a nd a lways w ill b e says:
haha..
№§tά₤gїậ T here w ill b e n o w hite f lag a bove m y d oor || I 'm i n l ove a nd a lways w ill b e says:
*nodnod*
№§tά₤gїậ T here w ill b e n o w hite f lag a bove m y d oor || I 'm i n l ove a nd a lways w ill b e says:
like ur attention wat....
12 says:
den i'll b so sad
She told me some things which friends have told me weeks ago.
It's making me feel so guilty loving Her again.
Can't do without her yet have to.
Do I really have to swallow this feelings I still have for Her inside me because of this guilt?
Many times I've told You I can't put You off my mind but the fact is I can't.
Why do You keep changing the subject when I'm pouring out to You?
I'm crying right now but You don't know it.
Many times I've contemplated on calling You just to hear Your voice again,
But never mustered the guts to.
What should I do to make You understand I'm not lying?
Why does She care so much about others when the one laid right in front of Her eyes are weeping from this lack of Her return of love?
I'm clueless how to stay strong now.
I need to let go but I haven't been able to the past year plus.
So worned out by these doubts and feelings of upcoming rejection from You.
The sixth sense.
I don't wanna feel the pain before it comes.
Can we ever return to where we were?
Need to convince You and try to let You know I'm still in love with You.
But how?
Upteen times I fervously tried to convince You.
I still love You,
Never will stop loving You.
Sunday, August 24, 2003
Went airport again today,
It's Sunday again,
One that left me deep in doubts cause too much happened today.
Found out I missed Krystle's and Retta's Confirmation Mass yesterday and wasn't informed of it at all cause I didn't go school on Fri??
Today sucked due to NOT getting much studied.
Msged 12 today,
Realised how much I missed Her and those times We had.
Need to see her man.
When I finally got home Dad brought us out for dinner.
Mum and Dad quarrelled over Sis' fuck.
Got entirely pissed with the disharmony in this family.
12 I miss You... :)
White Flag
I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
I'll tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
It's Sunday again,
One that left me deep in doubts cause too much happened today.
Found out I missed Krystle's and Retta's Confirmation Mass yesterday and wasn't informed of it at all cause I didn't go school on Fri??
Today sucked due to NOT getting much studied.
Msged 12 today,
Realised how much I missed Her and those times We had.
Need to see her man.
When I finally got home Dad brought us out for dinner.
Mum and Dad quarrelled over Sis' fuck.
Got entirely pissed with the disharmony in this family.
12 I miss You... :)
White Flag
I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
I'll tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
Saturday, August 23, 2003
I need my Angel back with me.
I miss You =`(
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I miss You =`(
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
Friday, August 22, 2003
Everytime I get put down,
Everytime I lose faith,
I get down to thinking of You,
And all my woes would disappear,
It is amazing how I didn't cherish and treasure You in the past when You were once mine,
Yet now,
I'm dying for another chance to do that.
Every single one of your favourite songs : I remember.
Every lil thing You love and You hate : I still remember.
I need you back here if You only realised.
The simplicity in the complexion of the love we had can't be forgotten.
Is there nothing in this world I can do now?
Are You ever coming back in my life?
Dreaming Of You
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room, dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far all I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day
And the courage to say how much I love you
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
I can't stop dreaming of you
Corazan
No puedo dejar de pensar en ti
I can't stop dreaming
Como te necesito
I can't stop dreaming of you
Mi amor, como te extrano
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe
That you came up to me and said I love you
I love you too
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow and for all of my life
Cause there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly
Everytime I lose faith,
I get down to thinking of You,
And all my woes would disappear,
It is amazing how I didn't cherish and treasure You in the past when You were once mine,
Yet now,
I'm dying for another chance to do that.
Every single one of your favourite songs : I remember.
Every lil thing You love and You hate : I still remember.
I need you back here if You only realised.
The simplicity in the complexion of the love we had can't be forgotten.
Is there nothing in this world I can do now?
Are You ever coming back in my life?
Dreaming Of You
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room, dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far all I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day
And the courage to say how much I love you
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
I can't stop dreaming of you
Corazan
No puedo dejar de pensar en ti
I can't stop dreaming
Como te necesito
I can't stop dreaming of you
Mi amor, como te extrano
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe
That you came up to me and said I love you
I love you too
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow and for all of my life
Cause there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly
Fall Again
Feels like a fire that burns in my heart
Every single moment that we spend apart
I need you around for every day to start
I haven’t left you alone
There’s something about you, I stare in your eyes
And everything I’m looking for I seem to find
All this time away is killing me inside
I need your love in my life
I wanna spend time till it ends
I wanna fall in you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again
We fought in a battle, nobody one
And now we face a mountain to be overcome
You can’t turn away, the past is said and done
I need us to carry on
I wanna spend time till it ends
I wanna fall with you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again
You’ll try everything you never thought would work before
When you live, when you love, and you give them your all
You can always give up some more
Baby nothing means anything unless you’re here to share with me
I can breathe, I can bleed, I can die in my sleep
Cause you’re always there in my dreams
I wanna spend time till it ends
I wanna fall with you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again
You again
Feels like a fire that burns in my heart
Every single moment that we spend apart
I need you around for every day to start
I haven’t left you alone
There’s something about you, I stare in your eyes
And everything I’m looking for I seem to find
All this time away is killing me inside
I need your love in my life
I wanna spend time till it ends
I wanna fall in you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again
We fought in a battle, nobody one
And now we face a mountain to be overcome
You can’t turn away, the past is said and done
I need us to carry on
I wanna spend time till it ends
I wanna fall with you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again
You’ll try everything you never thought would work before
When you live, when you love, and you give them your all
You can always give up some more
Baby nothing means anything unless you’re here to share with me
I can breathe, I can bleed, I can die in my sleep
Cause you’re always there in my dreams
I wanna spend time till it ends
I wanna fall with you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again
You again
Thursday, August 21, 2003
Wed and Thurs are officially labelled Stress Days of the week.
Subject-intensed and content heavy days.
Krystle didn't come to school today but bf did.
Forgot my chemistry TYS so I turned to writing shit on my table again.
Think Ms Soo was scolding Stella during geog break today but I didn't hear a single thing cause I was catching some sleep during the break.
Recess was new cause I ate something I hated - FISH
Damn it I stinked.
Chinese test was a total flop.
Positive I'm gonna flunk it.
After that was Bio and Chem pracs.
I managed to fill up most of the blanks and finish the experiments in 1 hr and 5 mins.
Quite an achievement.
Hopefully during Science pracs next Thurs I'll be able to keep to this timing.
During math Ele and Shereen was talking about how we've all changed since Sec 2.
2/1 and 2/2.
Funny memories we all had especially with Ele.
Mummy and Daddy's anniversary is approaching this Sat.
Wondering if I should join them at Hans that day.
Sounds fun cause Ele and I will be the light bulbs.
Going snow city next week with Juju sponsoring.
Juju still owes me money (*hints to Juju*)
I wanna be at the beach or at the rooftop on 27 Aug.
Apparently the planet Mars will be South-West of the Moon (and it's said to be around the same size as the Moon).
Got down to thinking of the shooting star I saw down at the beach with Wenting that night.
Journey's Open Arms' crooning in amp now.
And I miss her...
Argh I miss her so bad...
Subject-intensed and content heavy days.
Krystle didn't come to school today but bf did.
Forgot my chemistry TYS so I turned to writing shit on my table again.
Think Ms Soo was scolding Stella during geog break today but I didn't hear a single thing cause I was catching some sleep during the break.
Recess was new cause I ate something I hated - FISH
Damn it I stinked.
Chinese test was a total flop.
Positive I'm gonna flunk it.
After that was Bio and Chem pracs.
I managed to fill up most of the blanks and finish the experiments in 1 hr and 5 mins.
Quite an achievement.
Hopefully during Science pracs next Thurs I'll be able to keep to this timing.
During math Ele and Shereen was talking about how we've all changed since Sec 2.
2/1 and 2/2.
Funny memories we all had especially with Ele.
Mummy and Daddy's anniversary is approaching this Sat.
Wondering if I should join them at Hans that day.
Sounds fun cause Ele and I will be the light bulbs.
Going snow city next week with Juju sponsoring.
Juju still owes me money (*hints to Juju*)
I wanna be at the beach or at the rooftop on 27 Aug.
Apparently the planet Mars will be South-West of the Moon (and it's said to be around the same size as the Moon).
Got down to thinking of the shooting star I saw down at the beach with Wenting that night.
Journey's Open Arms' crooning in amp now.
And I miss her...
Argh I miss her so bad...
Wednesday, August 20, 2003
Yesterday went airport with Eileen Bestfriend and Ele.
Hilarious piece of shit man my best friend and best friend's best friend.
Am I making this difficult to understand? LOL
Treated best friend to lunch and Lays whilst Mich and I shared money to get a medium pack of honey stars.
Kept playing around with the trolleys till bf's bag got stuck 2 consecutive times underneath the trolley.
Eileen was having helluva good laugh while bf and bf's bf repeatedly made a fool outta themselves.
Tried to study but was distracted by Eileen cause she kept solving the sums wrongly.
Had loads of fun cause it was Best Friends Day.
Ate laksa at staff canteen.
Remembered all the little things me and Her used to have there in the past.
Laksa sucked,
Too much coconut in it that made me feel queasy.
We left airport later than planned.
Left at 6+pm.
Took 24 with Eileen and bf whilst Ele took 36 home.
Strolled with Eileen to the bus interchange and she waited for 9 to come first before she took 854 home.
Her friend saw us at the interchange waiting for bus and he thought we were together.
Madness.
She missed 2 buses one single decker and one ultra long bus while waiting for me to get on a 9 first.
Pissed I tell you cause there was this double deckered 9 which was totally empty and headed straight without picking any passengers!?
Oh boy I could have killed that guy.
Today totally worn me out.
Especially chinese last period.
No slacking today except that 3 mins break Miss Soo gave and recess.
What to do cannot slack with the others hafta retake chinese O's.
Next week's Science Practicals for Prelims.
Think I can handle the chemistry part fine but am worried for the biology part.
Oh ya me and Bf choked the bunsun burner main pipes with paper.
Hopefully we never get to do any experiments there or else that's the end of 4/1.
Oh btw!
I've put up 4/1's Class Photos already.
Have a look alright?
12 I miss you..
Hilarious piece of shit man my best friend and best friend's best friend.
Am I making this difficult to understand? LOL
Treated best friend to lunch and Lays whilst Mich and I shared money to get a medium pack of honey stars.
Kept playing around with the trolleys till bf's bag got stuck 2 consecutive times underneath the trolley.
Eileen was having helluva good laugh while bf and bf's bf repeatedly made a fool outta themselves.
Tried to study but was distracted by Eileen cause she kept solving the sums wrongly.
Had loads of fun cause it was Best Friends Day.
Ate laksa at staff canteen.
Remembered all the little things me and Her used to have there in the past.
Laksa sucked,
Too much coconut in it that made me feel queasy.
We left airport later than planned.
Left at 6+pm.
Took 24 with Eileen and bf whilst Ele took 36 home.
Strolled with Eileen to the bus interchange and she waited for 9 to come first before she took 854 home.
Her friend saw us at the interchange waiting for bus and he thought we were together.
Madness.
She missed 2 buses one single decker and one ultra long bus while waiting for me to get on a 9 first.
Pissed I tell you cause there was this double deckered 9 which was totally empty and headed straight without picking any passengers!?
Oh boy I could have killed that guy.
Today totally worn me out.
Especially chinese last period.
No slacking today except that 3 mins break Miss Soo gave and recess.
What to do cannot slack with the others hafta retake chinese O's.
Next week's Science Practicals for Prelims.
Think I can handle the chemistry part fine but am worried for the biology part.
Oh ya me and Bf choked the bunsun burner main pipes with paper.
Hopefully we never get to do any experiments there or else that's the end of 4/1.
Oh btw!
I've put up 4/1's Class Photos already.
Have a look alright?
12 I miss you..
Monday, August 18, 2003
Sunday, August 17, 2003
Went airport today as usual.
Met Hyuk and Nique instead of Eileen and Hyuk.
Eileen didn't turn up as she thought it was a date.
Feeling so down cause she assumed me and Hyuk were dating.
Nique came around 2+pm liddat.
Was studying till Nique came.
I got so afraid scared nervous yet happy and excited.
Should I try to appear strong?
Or should I just tell her straight?
On the verge of breakdown when I arrived at bedok MRT station when Hyuk told me she was afraid Nique might break her promise.
No Hyuk,
Nique will never break it because what she feels for me is infatuation.
I'm losing my senses now just thinking of what will happen again next Sunday.
Now there are some people guiltlessly interfering in our Airport Day's plans.
To put it very bluntly Just Stay Out.
We kept smsing each other when we were right in front of each other.
How silly right? LOL
To Eileen : Think we shouldn't go there together anymore and thanks for running out on me today.
Met Hyuk and Nique instead of Eileen and Hyuk.
Eileen didn't turn up as she thought it was a date.
Feeling so down cause she assumed me and Hyuk were dating.
Nique came around 2+pm liddat.
Was studying till Nique came.
I got so afraid scared nervous yet happy and excited.
Should I try to appear strong?
Or should I just tell her straight?
On the verge of breakdown when I arrived at bedok MRT station when Hyuk told me she was afraid Nique might break her promise.
No Hyuk,
Nique will never break it because what she feels for me is infatuation.
I'm losing my senses now just thinking of what will happen again next Sunday.
Now there are some people guiltlessly interfering in our Airport Day's plans.
To put it very bluntly Just Stay Out.
We kept smsing each other when we were right in front of each other.
How silly right? LOL
To Eileen : Think we shouldn't go there together anymore and thanks for running out on me today.
Friday, August 15, 2003
Gimme a reason
Why I'm feeling so blue
Everytime I close my eyes, all I see is you
Gimme a reason
Why I can't feel my heart
Everytime you leave my side, I just fall apart
And when you're fast asleep, I wonder where you go
Can you tell me, I wanna know
Because I miss you
And this is all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all
You know I miss you
I think about you when you're gone
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on
Gimme a reason
Why I can't concentrate
The world is turning upside down
Spinning round and round
Gimme a reason
Why I now understand
The beauty and simplicity of everything surrounding me
You got a way of spreading magic everywhere
Anywhere I go, I know you're always there
It sounds ridiculous, but when you leave a room
There's a part of me that just wants to follow you too
Because I miss you
And this is all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all
You know I miss you
I think about you when you're gone
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on
It's such a hard life in most of the time
I'm just surviving
That's why I want you to know
In the world where sincerity has lost its meaning
You fill my world with so much hope
And I miss you
This is all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all
You know I miss you
I think about you when you're gone
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on
You know I miss you
And this all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all
Thursday, August 14, 2003
My whole life I've been running in circles.
I soon came to a stop,
Where I found You.
You kept me going even up till now.
The flame never died out,
It still burns wildly just for You.
These feelings rush in within me not even realizing.
Love cannot be measured when it is put together with You.
Time has passed on by yet these emotions cannot be suppressed simply within me.
You uncovered the veil to love.
Now it cannot be covered back.
Irreversible emotions you give me.
Now this lonely heart cannot do without You,
And breathing has been made difficult just thinking I may never see You again.
If there was another chance I would give you my forever.
A forever
A promise.
A something I would never take back again.
This promises are for You if you'll have them.
When the exterior seems cold and ugly,
Let me warm you always.
When love seems impossible to reach,
Let me show you how to reach to me.
Don't deny me anymore,
I beg of You?
Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop loving You
Don't deny me this pain I'm going throught
Please forgive me if I need you like I do
Please believe me every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving You
I soon came to a stop,
Where I found You.
You kept me going even up till now.
The flame never died out,
It still burns wildly just for You.
These feelings rush in within me not even realizing.
Love cannot be measured when it is put together with You.
Time has passed on by yet these emotions cannot be suppressed simply within me.
You uncovered the veil to love.
Now it cannot be covered back.
Irreversible emotions you give me.
Now this lonely heart cannot do without You,
And breathing has been made difficult just thinking I may never see You again.
If there was another chance I would give you my forever.
A forever
A promise.
A something I would never take back again.
This promises are for You if you'll have them.
When the exterior seems cold and ugly,
Let me warm you always.
When love seems impossible to reach,
Let me show you how to reach to me.
Don't deny me anymore,
I beg of You?
Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop loving You
Don't deny me this pain I'm going throught
Please forgive me if I need you like I do
Please believe me every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving You
Wednesday, August 13, 2003
ALoha again!
It's been a day since I blogged and I feel as if so many things have been happening.
Today I was told of some things I was hidden in the dark about for quite a long time.
And girl yes I can't hide it anymore cause You're still the one.
Broke down in school upon hearing what actually I have been kept in the dark about.
You were the best yet I let you go.
Telling the whole world I'm still waiting for you here wouldn't be of any use cause I need you to know,
Not the rest.
Got back chinese 'O' level results today and guess what I passed!
But I'm retaking the chinese examinations though,
I need a good course at poly later onwards.
Only 2 people failed from 4.1 (chinese)
Not bad eh?
To those who didn't do well or as well as expected,
There's a retake so don't fret alright?
This week's pretty busy,
Very in fact.
Today we had chem prac in this stupid hot chem lab.
Tomorrow gonna have the interview with Mrs Kee.
After school on Fri would be Bio prac Art and PFT.
Damn I'm gonna be so worn out by the end the weekends arrive.
This Sunday will be going airport with Eileen and Hyuk.
Going there to study believe it or not.
Hurhur.
Dexter told me she's getting over me already,
Ok so don't ask for a patch already alright?
This isn't a game or a matter of ego and pride.
Back to Her.
I'm just missing her so badly now.
Will you hear me cry out for you?
Wishing there will be another chance for me to ever show her how much she means to me,
And that the emptiness I'm feeling from being without her has prolonged too long to bear.
I could love you forever.
It's been a day since I blogged and I feel as if so many things have been happening.
Today I was told of some things I was hidden in the dark about for quite a long time.
And girl yes I can't hide it anymore cause You're still the one.
Broke down in school upon hearing what actually I have been kept in the dark about.
You were the best yet I let you go.
Telling the whole world I'm still waiting for you here wouldn't be of any use cause I need you to know,
Not the rest.
Got back chinese 'O' level results today and guess what I passed!
But I'm retaking the chinese examinations though,
I need a good course at poly later onwards.
Only 2 people failed from 4.1 (chinese)
Not bad eh?
To those who didn't do well or as well as expected,
There's a retake so don't fret alright?
This week's pretty busy,
Very in fact.
Today we had chem prac in this stupid hot chem lab.
Tomorrow gonna have the interview with Mrs Kee.
After school on Fri would be Bio prac Art and PFT.
Damn I'm gonna be so worn out by the end the weekends arrive.
This Sunday will be going airport with Eileen and Hyuk.
Going there to study believe it or not.
Hurhur.
Dexter told me she's getting over me already,
Ok so don't ask for a patch already alright?
This isn't a game or a matter of ego and pride.
Back to Her.
I'm just missing her so badly now.
Will you hear me cry out for you?
Wishing there will be another chance for me to ever show her how much she means to me,
And that the emptiness I'm feeling from being without her has prolonged too long to bear.
I could love you forever.
Monday, August 11, 2003
Ok haven't been blogging for 2 days already hand feeling itchy to type loads now.
Yesterday went to airport with Eileen,
She was entertaining herself being mean all day long and I seriously mean All day long.
No matter how hard I tried to shut her up she just won't stop being mean.
I tried the method of abusing her hand and writing and beating it but to no avail.
Walked all the way from T2 to T1 and Eileen walks the slowest so far I've ever came across.
And she's quite happy with her walking pace.
So much shit la that girl,
Right eileen?
Today was alright as well.
Had a real good chat with Krystle.B.
Actually went down for recess after not doing so for about a week.
English O level orals went terrificly well today.
Praying for a distinction.
Smsed her throughout the whole day you can say.
She wished me luck for my orals.
Think she's a miracle worker actually got me motivated just for two words ''Good luck!!!''
Bf tells me I'm still in love with her.
After so long I still miss her.
But dare not tell her..
Good Lord gimme strength to go through this.
Cause yea I miss Her.
Yesterday went to airport with Eileen,
She was entertaining herself being mean all day long and I seriously mean All day long.
No matter how hard I tried to shut her up she just won't stop being mean.
I tried the method of abusing her hand and writing and beating it but to no avail.
Walked all the way from T2 to T1 and Eileen walks the slowest so far I've ever came across.
And she's quite happy with her walking pace.
So much shit la that girl,
Right eileen?
Today was alright as well.
Had a real good chat with Krystle.B.
Actually went down for recess after not doing so for about a week.
English O level orals went terrificly well today.
Praying for a distinction.
Smsed her throughout the whole day you can say.
She wished me luck for my orals.
Think she's a miracle worker actually got me motivated just for two words ''Good luck!!!''
Bf tells me I'm still in love with her.
After so long I still miss her.
But dare not tell her..
Good Lord gimme strength to go through this.
Cause yea I miss Her.
Friday, August 08, 2003
Here is to update what happened yesterday.
Went to the URA centre was freakin boring I tell you.
4/1 ended playing What's Your Gender game?
Damn funny la im 2/3 a man.
But school day ended off bad cause of some Cliques problems.
Here is to update what happened today.
Had to attend to the senior citizens from the home.
At first a group came in all with wheelchairs and we were all panicking about how to serve and attend to them.
After they were happily seated some fooker told us it was the wrong group of senior citizens,
And that they were supposed to go to Ngee Ann primary.
What a laugh I had.
But the old people who were present in the end were all quite friendly which made the work for us much easier.
KCians were singing national day songs with the true KC spirit.
It's in us =)
TP funfair was happening.
Saw Kel today 4 times I think if I can remember correctly.
Pretended we didn't know each other.
Didn't buy anything though there were loads of things which looked attractive to spend on.
Called Her twice to tell her I was missing her.
Later around 4pm we headed for TM to have lunch at food court and then Movie at CS.
Watched Wrong Turn.
Wrong move to change from Daddy's day care to Wrong Turn man.
Screw the movie so violent and utterly gross.
The movie had these 3 monster looking beings chopping humans etc..
It was terrible.
I miss you *12*.
Feeling shagged now.
If I'm not the one you want
Take your time to figure out (Yeah)
I'm starin' at your picture every night
The scent of you still lingers in my mind
I wonder if you'll only feel alright
And the sun has come out of the clouds
And some times when I listen to our song {To our song}
Night seems so cold and far too long
I wanna call you up ¡®cause in the end
I keep writin' letters to my garbage can
Lately feels like I'm goin' crazy
And baby, come and lay down beside me
If I'm not the one you want, then who's he
Take your time to figure out, you'll see
If I'm not the one you want, then maybe
I'll be the one you need (Yeah)
I feel like it's on you I can depend
Wish I could turn back the hands of time {Of time}
Enough of building castles in the sand
Why can't we be forever
Lately feels like I'm goin' crazy
And baby, come and lay down beside me
If I'm not the one you want, then who's he
Take your time to figure out, you'll see
If I'm not the one you want, then maybe
I'll be the one you need (I'll be the one you need)
If I'm not the one you want, then who's he
Take your time to figure out, you'll see
If I'm not the one you want, then maybe
I'll be the one you need
Somewhere in the back of my mind {Back of my mind}
I know that you will be mine {You will be mine}
Somehow, wish I could rewind {I could rewind}
Leave all our worries behind
If I'm not the one you want
I'll be the one you need
Take your time to figure out
I'll be the one you need (I'll be the one you need)
If I'm not the one you want, then who's he
Take your time to figure out, you'll see
If I'm not the one you want (You want), then maybe
I'll be the one you need (I'll be the one you need)
I'll be the one you need
Went to the URA centre was freakin boring I tell you.
4/1 ended playing What's Your Gender game?
Damn funny la im 2/3 a man.
But school day ended off bad cause of some Cliques problems.
Here is to update what happened today.
Had to attend to the senior citizens from the home.
At first a group came in all with wheelchairs and we were all panicking about how to serve and attend to them.
After they were happily seated some fooker told us it was the wrong group of senior citizens,
And that they were supposed to go to Ngee Ann primary.
What a laugh I had.
But the old people who were present in the end were all quite friendly which made the work for us much easier.
KCians were singing national day songs with the true KC spirit.
It's in us =)
TP funfair was happening.
Saw Kel today 4 times I think if I can remember correctly.
Pretended we didn't know each other.
Didn't buy anything though there were loads of things which looked attractive to spend on.
Called Her twice to tell her I was missing her.
Later around 4pm we headed for TM to have lunch at food court and then Movie at CS.
Watched Wrong Turn.
Wrong move to change from Daddy's day care to Wrong Turn man.
Screw the movie so violent and utterly gross.
The movie had these 3 monster looking beings chopping humans etc..
It was terrible.
I miss you *12*.
Feeling shagged now.
If I'm not the one you want
Take your time to figure out (Yeah)
I'm starin' at your picture every night
The scent of you still lingers in my mind
I wonder if you'll only feel alright
And the sun has come out of the clouds
And some times when I listen to our song {To our song}
Night seems so cold and far too long
I wanna call you up ¡®cause in the end
I keep writin' letters to my garbage can
Lately feels like I'm goin' crazy
And baby, come and lay down beside me
If I'm not the one you want, then who's he
Take your time to figure out, you'll see
If I'm not the one you want, then maybe
I'll be the one you need (Yeah)
I feel like it's on you I can depend
Wish I could turn back the hands of time {Of time}
Enough of building castles in the sand
Why can't we be forever
Lately feels like I'm goin' crazy
And baby, come and lay down beside me
If I'm not the one you want, then who's he
Take your time to figure out, you'll see
If I'm not the one you want, then maybe
I'll be the one you need (I'll be the one you need)
If I'm not the one you want, then who's he
Take your time to figure out, you'll see
If I'm not the one you want, then maybe
I'll be the one you need
Somewhere in the back of my mind {Back of my mind}
I know that you will be mine {You will be mine}
Somehow, wish I could rewind {I could rewind}
Leave all our worries behind
If I'm not the one you want
I'll be the one you need
Take your time to figure out
I'll be the one you need (I'll be the one you need)
If I'm not the one you want, then who's he
Take your time to figure out, you'll see
If I'm not the one you want (You want), then maybe
I'll be the one you need (I'll be the one you need)
I'll be the one you need
Wednesday, August 06, 2003
feel like a song without the word
a man without a soul
a bird without its wings
a heart without a home
i feel like a knight without a sword
the sky without the sun
coz you are the one
i feel like a ship beneath the waves
a child who's lost its way
a door without a key
a face without a name
i feel like a breath without the air
and everyday the same
since you've gone away
i've gotta have a reason to wake up in the mornin'
you use to be the one that put a smile on my face
there are no words that can describe how i miss you
and i miss you everyday
yeah
and i'm never gonna leave your side
and i'm never gonna leave your side
i've been, still holding on girl
i wont let you go
coz when i'm lyin in your arms, i know i'm home
they tell me that a man can lose his mind
living in the pain
the calling times gone by
the crying in the rain
you know i've wasted half the time
and i'm on my knees again
till you come to me
yeah
i've gotta have a reason to wake up in the mornin'
you use to be the one that put a smile on my face
there are no words that can describe how i miss you
and i miss you everyday
yeah
and i'm never gonna leave your side
and i'm never gonna leave your side
i've been, still holding on girl
i wont let you go
i lay my head against your heart, i know i'm home
i know i'm home
i know i'm home
and i'm never gonna leave your side
and i'm never gonna leave your side
i've been, still holding on girl
i wont let you go
coz when i'm lyin in your arms, i know i'm home
Didn't go school today.
Amazing I'm actually not in school for once cause I'm sick.
Being at home's rather peaceful.
Spent most of the day missing her.
**\\_ it's true, i'm never gonna leave your side *12*
Monday, August 04, 2003
Today was neutral more to the pleasant side.
She came online just now and we had this big argument why we should and should not patch,
And I pissed her off in the end because I kept on keeping to the side that No we shouldn't patch.
Quite bored to blog right now.
Best friend has been truly becoming closer to me nowadays.
Having so many plans to hang out and etc.
Seriously haven't felt this happy in a friendship in a long long time.
Thanks best friend~
Hope she knows deep down in her heart she means much more to me than she thinks.
When you left me
I cried that night
A long cry.
And the last tear
That fell that night
Slowly fell down my cheek
And onto the floor.
Leaving a mark
A mark of the pain
You brought upon me.
But now you are gone
And all that is left
Is the pain.
I tell myself that
I need to move on.
I tell myself that
I won't cry anymore
For tomorrow is a new day.
She came online just now and we had this big argument why we should and should not patch,
And I pissed her off in the end because I kept on keeping to the side that No we shouldn't patch.
Quite bored to blog right now.
Best friend has been truly becoming closer to me nowadays.
Having so many plans to hang out and etc.
Seriously haven't felt this happy in a friendship in a long long time.
Thanks best friend~
Hope she knows deep down in her heart she means much more to me than she thinks.
When you left me
I cried that night
A long cry.
And the last tear
That fell that night
Slowly fell down my cheek
And onto the floor.
Leaving a mark
A mark of the pain
You brought upon me.
But now you are gone
And all that is left
Is the pain.
I tell myself that
I need to move on.
I tell myself that
I won't cry anymore
For tomorrow is a new day.
Sunday, August 03, 2003
Read Juju's blog.
Thanks Jules for caring and being sucha great pal!
Haha I remember who that Certain someone was k.
Shall not disclose names publicly.
Today did nothing but slacked at home when I should be frantically trying to study.
Was in dad's car on the way for lunch.
Head this fastfood rap song that made my whole family laugh so badly.
Mum recognised it as a children's hand games,
One of those we often play when we were young.
How sweet.
Okay,
She asked for patch loads of times yesterday but I didn't see any point patching if things were gonna turn out this way ever again,
And I see this happening again if we patch.
It's all about taking others forgranted.
I've taken others forgranted and maybe I have in this relationship.
Sorrys and a friendship are all I can offer you now.
Thanks Jules for caring and being sucha great pal!
Haha I remember who that Certain someone was k.
Shall not disclose names publicly.
Today did nothing but slacked at home when I should be frantically trying to study.
Was in dad's car on the way for lunch.
Head this fastfood rap song that made my whole family laugh so badly.
Mum recognised it as a children's hand games,
One of those we often play when we were young.
How sweet.
Okay,
She asked for patch loads of times yesterday but I didn't see any point patching if things were gonna turn out this way ever again,
And I see this happening again if we patch.
It's all about taking others forgranted.
I've taken others forgranted and maybe I have in this relationship.
Sorrys and a friendship are all I can offer you now.
Saturday, August 02, 2003
All that act up innocent talks in your Speeches from your blog indeed is pitiful.
But guess what : I ain't moved.
Yeah I'm sure that lil corner of your soul you're gloating.
And yup you've gotten what you started out to achieve.
So move outta my life once and for all bitch.
The reason you approached dexter was for things between us to sour,
Isn't it?
Yeah it's working wonderfully just the way you wanted.
Thanks Lerjun for calling me and her Friends.
We never had a friendship in the first place I realised.
She's not affected by those terms since her skin's so thick.
Not friends from now on??
So be it.
This is the way you want it.
Be it your way.
But guess what : I ain't moved.
Yeah I'm sure that lil corner of your soul you're gloating.
And yup you've gotten what you started out to achieve.
So move outta my life once and for all bitch.
The reason you approached dexter was for things between us to sour,
Isn't it?
Yeah it's working wonderfully just the way you wanted.
Thanks Lerjun for calling me and her Friends.
We never had a friendship in the first place I realised.
She's not affected by those terms since her skin's so thick.
Not friends from now on??
So be it.
This is the way you want it.
Be it your way.
Friday, August 01, 2003
Happy KC friendship day to all Kcians!
What a day.
Quite fun to see everyone so happy upon receiving a rose from me for friendship day.
First time I'm giving flowers for friendship day,
Think it'll be the last time as well.
Last friendship day ever in KC.
Saded.
I'm so gonna miss KC.
KC rocks for forever and ever.
Ok,
Today finally explained things to Anjula.
She roughly got the whole story.
Yeah I gave HER the present.
How rude of someone to receive a present without even saying thank you, taking it, and then walking away?
I'm not being sensitive but yar it's rude.
Ler ler gave baby diapers,
Very original and cute!
Krys made pegs with our names on em.
Jinx gave a purple baggy with soap and coasters and pictures and letter (oh jinx i love you to death! those pics are so nice. Thanks!)
Cherie and Ret gave simple sweet stuff.
Di gave straws and sweets.
Nic gave frienship band with a lil note.
Thanks Jinx Cherie Mabes Ler Ret Di Stellia Krys Nic!
Been having a sore throat and headache the whole day.
On the verge of a serious break down during recess today.
Upset over so many things at one go.
Firstly me and Her are over,
Thanks to everything that has been happening.
Jinga I hope you're happy me and her and no more together alright??
Next thing was I was feeling so mellow the whole day.
So mellow till I had no idea what the hell I was doing at school when I would usually be pouring my guts out at home or somewhere else playing truant,
And venting all my depressions.
Thanks best friend and anjules and shereen and mich for consoling me when those tears almost rolled unstoppably out of my eyes.
I was trying hard to hold back.
Read anjule's blog JUST only.
Thanks anju banju it's ok la don't worry =)
I don't want to pretend I'm ok when I'm not.
I don't want to pretend I'm happy when I'm sad.
I don't want to pretend I can do without you when I can't.
I can't pretend I'm fine when deep down I'm hurt,
By your fickled mindedness.
I can't pretend I'm alright when deep down I'm missing you so much.
I can't pretend I'm over you when I'm not.
Today is friendship day yet the bestest friend I've ever had in my life ain't here with me.
Maybe not physically but I'm sure she is spiritually.
Wish she was here for me to hand a rose to her.
The most beautiful rose among all the others.
And telling her we'd be friends forever no matter what.
Wondering how she's doing wherever she is now,
Cause I'm missing her so much.
Would do anything to get her back,
But I'm sure she's with the Lord.
[17] and [10],
Friends for eternity.
What a day.
Quite fun to see everyone so happy upon receiving a rose from me for friendship day.
First time I'm giving flowers for friendship day,
Think it'll be the last time as well.
Last friendship day ever in KC.
Saded.
I'm so gonna miss KC.
KC rocks for forever and ever.
Ok,
Today finally explained things to Anjula.
She roughly got the whole story.
Yeah I gave HER the present.
How rude of someone to receive a present without even saying thank you, taking it, and then walking away?
I'm not being sensitive but yar it's rude.
Ler ler gave baby diapers,
Very original and cute!
Krys made pegs with our names on em.
Jinx gave a purple baggy with soap and coasters and pictures and letter (oh jinx i love you to death! those pics are so nice. Thanks!)
Cherie and Ret gave simple sweet stuff.
Di gave straws and sweets.
Nic gave frienship band with a lil note.
Thanks Jinx Cherie Mabes Ler Ret Di Stellia Krys Nic!
Been having a sore throat and headache the whole day.
On the verge of a serious break down during recess today.
Upset over so many things at one go.
Firstly me and Her are over,
Thanks to everything that has been happening.
Jinga I hope you're happy me and her and no more together alright??
Next thing was I was feeling so mellow the whole day.
So mellow till I had no idea what the hell I was doing at school when I would usually be pouring my guts out at home or somewhere else playing truant,
And venting all my depressions.
Thanks best friend and anjules and shereen and mich for consoling me when those tears almost rolled unstoppably out of my eyes.
I was trying hard to hold back.
Read anjule's blog JUST only.
Thanks anju banju it's ok la don't worry =)
I don't want to pretend I'm ok when I'm not.
I don't want to pretend I'm happy when I'm sad.
I don't want to pretend I can do without you when I can't.
I can't pretend I'm fine when deep down I'm hurt,
By your fickled mindedness.
I can't pretend I'm alright when deep down I'm missing you so much.
I can't pretend I'm over you when I'm not.
Today is friendship day yet the bestest friend I've ever had in my life ain't here with me.
Maybe not physically but I'm sure she is spiritually.
Wish she was here for me to hand a rose to her.
The most beautiful rose among all the others.
And telling her we'd be friends forever no matter what.
Wondering how she's doing wherever she is now,
Cause I'm missing her so much.
Would do anything to get her back,
But I'm sure she's with the Lord.
[17] and [10],
Friends for eternity.
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