Went SAM today finally.
Left my wallet in the bus again,
Causing Miss Low to be troubled again.
Stayed back for art at the art gallery with Krys and Di.
Had a brilliantly good chat with both of them especially Krys.
Got to thinking of 12 almost the whole day today.
Took 608 with Krys today to bedok interchange.
Asked 12 out on Sat.
She agreed.
*Nervous to the bones*
I love 12.

12 says:
haiz...
12 says:
last time ya very scared when i go out wiv my frens hoh?
№§tά₤gїậ T here w ill b e n o w hite f lag a bove m y d oor || I 'm i n l ove a nd a lways w ill b e says:
why lei..
№§tά₤gїậ T here w ill b e n o w hite f lag a bove m y d oor || I 'm i n l ove a nd a lways w ill b e says:
got ar? >.<
12 says:
gt....u'll call n sae so late...still wiv my frens..having fun n 4get boud ya...
12 says:
den u'll gt angry...
№§tά₤gїậ T here w ill b e n o w hite f lag a bove m y d oor || I 'm i n l ove a nd a lways w ill b e says:
haha..
№§tά₤gїậ T here w ill b e n o w hite f lag a bove m y d oor || I 'm i n l ove a nd a lways w ill b e says:
*nodnod*
№§tά₤gїậ T here w ill b e n o w hite f lag a bove m y d oor || I 'm i n l ove a nd a lways w ill b e says:
like ur attention wat....
12 says:
den i'll b so sad

She told me some things which friends have told me weeks ago.
It's making me feel so guilty loving Her again.
Can't do without her yet have to.
Do I really have to swallow this feelings I still have for Her inside me because of this guilt?
Many times I've told You I can't put You off my mind but the fact is I can't.
Why do You keep changing the subject when I'm pouring out to You?
I'm crying right now but You don't know it.
Many times I've contemplated on calling You just to hear Your voice again,
But never mustered the guts to.
What should I do to make You understand I'm not lying?
Why does She care so much about others when the one laid right in front of Her eyes are weeping from this lack of Her return of love?
I'm clueless how to stay strong now.
I need to let go but I haven't been able to the past year plus.
So worned out by these doubts and feelings of upcoming rejection from You.
The sixth sense.
I don't wanna feel the pain before it comes.
Can we ever return to where we were?
Need to convince You and try to let You know I'm still in love with You.
But how?
Upteen times I fervously tried to convince You.
I still love You,
Never will stop loving You.