See,
This is what happens when I'm home too long.
Heeded Dcd's suggestion and saw this flash mtv.
Imaginations went wild,
I lose confidence in myself once again.
Have no idea what I want anymore.
Thought abt |10|.
Miss her badly.
The one year anniversary is approaching.
Afraid that I will be as emotionally unstable as exactly a year back.
Wished that God hadn't taken her away this soon.
Cherish those you love and those who love you.
You never will know who is next to be taken away.
Your heart is a small miracle,
Using the heart to love is the big miracle.
The last thing on my mind I could live without was |10|.
Yet she ended up to be the first.
Not fair to any of us,
Including her.