Thursday, July 31, 2003

Last night too tired to blog out EMDD details so here I am doing so now.
Everybody looked glam and made up.
BF Anju and I met up first after me and BF ate at delifrance.
Everyone looked great when the whole gang arrived.
The performances were great,
Peline especially looked so good dancing.
4/1 basically rawked the place down.
The video clip on 4/1 was so cute.
Peline and Mairah did us proud! =)!
After that we had a break interval of 25 minutes,
Which we spent taking tons of photos.
Took pictures with almost everyone I knew there I think.
4/1 took so many photos.
So much class spirit this year which is good since it's our last year.
After the end of the whole drama night event - more pictures.
Oh my god man took like so many.
Flashes were blinding everyone especially my camera with the 4-flashes-for-one-shot.
Somehow we made Mabel feel out of place when we did the 4/1 shot.
But Beng Li also took with us.
But overall damn fun la.
Best friend stayed over at my place last night after we got home at 1+am.
Now she's doing emath revision I think with the help of the TYS.
She asked me to download this song by Wang Xin Ling.
Im telling you it sounds horrible.
No voice no taste no style no standard.
She's singing in the background right now.
OH YA!
Yest while waiting for CCH and Anju I went to the ladies and did my make up and etc..
And I left my hp there?
Luckily when I called the hp later the woman picked up and met me at GG5 to return it to me,
Eternally grateful to her =)
And...
There was this man doing surveys at the MRT station's escalator,
He came up to me and was asking 'How much personal savings do you have?'
I was like ' Hello?? I'm only 16.'
He got so embarrassed and said 'Ok.'
Then I walked away.
How amusing I look like a working woman dressing in that formal halter and skirt and heels with make-up?
Sadded.
Got loads of stares from everyone in the public due to the way I was dressing.
After the whole night,
Before I slept,
Something last night was missing somehow,
Got to thinking of Marion then.
Wish she was here to watch the play with us,
To take loads of pics with us,
To be enjoying the night together with us.
Miss you gal.

I found the pieces in my hand
They were always there
It just took some time for me to understand
You gave me words I just can't say
So if nothing else
I'll just hold on while you drift away

Cause everything you wanted me to hide
Is everything that makes me feel alive

The cities grow the rivers flow
Where you are I'll never know
But I'm still here
If you were right and I was wrong
Why are you the one who's gone
And I'm still here

I'm still here

You've seen the ashes in my heart
You smile the widest when I cry inside and my insides blow apart
I try to wear another face
Just to make you proud
Just to make you put me in my place

But everything you wanted from me
Is everything that I could never be

Maybe tonight it's gonna be alright
I will get better
Maybe today it's gonna be okay
I will remember

I held the pieces of my soul
I was shattered
And I wanted you to come and make me whole
Then I saw you yesterday
But you didn't notice
You just walked away

Cause everything you wanted me to hide
Is everything that makes me feel alive

The lights go out the bridges burn
Once you go you can't return
But I'm still here
Remember how you used to say
I'd be the one to run away
But I'm still here

I'm still here




Thanks 4/1 for everything! I love you guys always!