I think I'm falling into a bottomless pit, all over again. You're around, even though not physically, and yet I'm finding that I'm unable to breathe, and I'm going through these raging adrenaline rushes. The rushes get so rapid that at the end of the whole adrenaline journey, I'm left lethargic and I can't do much but to cry. The unsoothable pain is terribly annoying; I can't brush it off, and inside me it's hollering for ease. This afternoon I tried to dissolve my thoughts in craziness; I had a run in the rain, a run to nowhere I'd seen before. I felt beautiful looking ugly. Noone was there to witness me cry, noone was there to hurt me. I was my own witness to my pain. It's pretty embarrassing knowing I'm ashamed of my own fall. The ease from every raindrop immersed into my thoughts, and all the negativity just vanished instantly. I was crying out loud for something I'd never thought I'd cry out for. I was feeling pain which I never thought I'd feel for. I tried shouting aloud just to release every burden I'm bearing, or so I think I am, but the words got lost in my cries, like they always do. It was sheer stupidity, taking walks in the rain to wash my thoughts off someone, and returning home feeling all washed out. The whole irony of the situation.

You'll be fine very soon, Cheryl.

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Try so hard to say goodbye

-She Will Be Loved (Maroon 5)-