That moron really went to sleep when I'm here happily getting mad at her. I'm totally drained out from all my mental energy. Sometimes I wish I wouldn't have to live so hard just to make my point, then living wouldn't be such a hassle. Life and living would really brighten up and be more enjoyable. Slogging so much this manner will just result in me hating what I do, which will take me back to my secondary school days when I hated most of the people there.

Life the life you dread. That's the way things run.