I was explaining to Amin and Xiuyun about my reasons for quitting this job, and I don't know why I should cry, because I have no reason to cry, but I did end up crying in front of them. Sentimentalism was building up in me all this while, and I wasn't even aware of it until today. I'm going to miss work, but I can't live on the $4/hour. It's seriously measly. By next semester I'll be preparing and prepared for teaching piano hopefully. I need to set my goals clear and determined.

I keep make-believing, until nothing really seems real.